but maybe I need you.

Chapter 2. meeting her

YOUR POV •

~ it's 7:00 am, you slowly woke up by the alarms of your phone, " fuck " you mumbled to yourself.  you jumped out of bed, go the bathroom, brush your teeth, wash your face, and brush your hair, you looks so tired, you slept two hours, you try to hide this with with some make up.  You dress up you take a black jeans, with a red sweater, your converse and you go.

; calling lara when you are outside, walking for school.

- hey lara, are you in school already?
- no why?
- because I'm already ready, and I'm on my way to school right now
- well, I'm on my way but I will not be here before 25 minutes or more
- okay, see you soon, love ya
- Love ya too

You are on your way to school, and when you arrived you see no one, no one has arrived yet, you come in the college, open the door of your class, because you know this college since years.

- y/n what are you doing here ?
- you scared me! I'm coming in class, can I return you the question?
- I'm this new english teacher...
- what? You almost choke
- does that mean you are my teacher?
- yes I am, I don't even know how old you are, but now I guess you only are 16 or something..
- I'm 17, and I'm turning 18 soon, but this is not the point I'm just still in shock
- well, I thought you were 20, and I guessed really wrong, I made a mistake
- what mistake, talking to me yesterday?
- yes, I.. shouldn't, you are minor and drinking alcohol
- and what about that?
- it's not okay to drink at this age
- well, I don't know you, you are not my mom, and that's you who started to talk to me!
- I know, it wont happen anymore.
- I really don't care, you are my teacher I don't wanna talk with you.

The class just started, and your best friend is here, she sit near to you, and you talk.

- lara, you will never imagine what I did yesterday!
- what, I'm confuse, tell me
- you know when we were at this bar, you left early and stayed there for hours
- for hours? You told me you would stay 15 minutes for your last tequila
- yes, but eh listen to me, I'm still in shock but yesterday a woman came and talked to me, and guess who is she
- I'm still confuse, just tell me I want to know
- our.. our English teacher
- what, please tell me you didn't kiss her or something
- what, no! wait.. why do you think that?
- because she is totally your type! look she is blonde with brown eyes, she have a soft face, and a cute lisp, just tell me you just talked and that's all?
- a soft face? lara its look like it's you who have a crush on her not me, you laugh
- no, but look, she totally is your type, just be careful with this, you can fall in love and not her you know that?
- I'm not falling in love I know her since one day, and plus she is mean, she told me it was a mistake to talk to me, guess what I'm a mistake
- eh y/n don't ever say that again, you aren't a mistake okay?
- yes.. but I mean, I thought she could be a great friend when she talks to me first
- that's okay, I'm here for you
- I thought I was becoming sociable, you laugh nervously
- damn! y/n you are sociable, don't give up on people, because of your shyness, I'm here for you!
- thanks lara, but I don't feel like I am but anyways, the class is over, but I have an other class with her again, but you have your math teacher lara, so I talk to you when it's lunchtime !
- okay bird

You think about life, and you start crying, you, you feel so bad about the fact to be insociable, and that even people who don't know you tell you are a mistake. Your parents left you, you are so alone, and you can't talk to no one, because you are too afraid of being rejecting, your best friend is here but it's not the same. You go to the restroom, you cry, again and again, you can't stop you just feel so bad that you just want to die, because life is being a bitch with you since you were born. 

Sarah;

-Y/n where are you going?
- I.. you don't talk and you go

Still sorry for the mistakes guys, the chapter 3 will be more interesting, but it's the beginning just be patient ! 💕