but maybe I need you.

Chapter 3. I care about you

hi, here a new chapter, tell me what you think about it and what you want between you and her <3
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You were crying in the restroom and suddenly someone opened the door,

- y/n are you okay
- yes I'm fine
- no you are not! You are crying, what's wrong?
- nothing, I said nothing! let me alone please, miss..
- what are those scares on your arm ?
- it's nothing, how do you know I have scares ?
- yesterday I saw them, I didn't ask, but now you have more scares than yesterday, I'm worried
- worried? let me laugh, you don't know me, I don't know you, you are my teacher and that's all.
- we talked yesterday, a lot, I'm sorry, you are not a mistake, It's just-
- just what? I don't want to talk to someone, I want to be alone miss Paulson, it's right we did talk yesterday and you were an amazing person, but-
- don't be alone in this, I'm here. It's true, and know you since yesterday, but you have something special in you,
- me? I don't think so, I just feel like a mess
- you are not a mess sweetheart, don't think that about you, you are more than this
- you cry more and more, because you feel her words so hard
- she hugs you, so tight, it's gonna be alright y/n I'm here, I'm not letting you alone in this.
- thank you, still sobbing

after some minutes, you try to hide those tears, and look at Sarah;

- why do you care about me ? We don't even know each other's
- I feel like you are special, and we talked at the bar yesterday night and you told me so much things about you, and I did the same, we have such a connection, I just loved it, even if we were kinda drunk
- Yes I felt it too, you are looking at the hour, damn miss I'm late, I missed one hour of class already
- and I forgot my other class, she laughs
- I'm sorry, you had to talk to me and-
- don't be sorry, I told you, I don't regret at all to came to you at this bar, and I think you are an amazing person! Don't give up on you honey
- okay.. I have to go but can I text you when I'm done with studies ?
- of course, she smiles at you

You call lara and she isn't answering, you call her again;

- bird I waited. you know it's already 1pm
- I forgot lunch, I was with the teacher and-
- omg what? I swear you are going to fall in love so fast
- what, don't say bullshit bird! I'm not like this
- I know, I'm kidding it's just, she really is your type, and hot
- well your right, she is hot, I don't even know how old she is, imagine she is like 35, I can't-
- age is nothing
- well, hum, I don't know about that, but I call you later because I have to go home, I have to studies for our last examens remember
- damn I forgot to learn it, i gtg too, xx bird

you come back home, you do the last homework you have to do, studies and all the stuffs you have to do for school, and then you text her

- hi, I'm done with my studies
- wanna come in my house ?
- yes, why not, what's your address?
- great, it's «  2 street sannys»
- okay, I will be there in 20 minutes ☺️

You walk until Sarah's house, you knock in the door and only 2 sec after she open's the door.

- hey come on in, wanna drink something?
- a tequila would be great, she brings the tequila, while you are on the couch
- do you feel better honey?
- yes, thank you for.. everything, you can't stop looking at her, she have those gorgeous brown eyes, and her blonde hair and this soft face, with her smile, you can't just stop look at her and you don't know why
- It's nothing, she approach her face near to yours, she looks at you so deeply, she bites her lower lip
you can't stop looking at her
she approach her lips on yours, she start to kiss you.
you want to kiss her back but you don't know if it's a good idea, you slowly move back.. and look at her, before you stand up and go.

- y/n, don't go I'm sorry, wait
- it's not you, it's just.. I can't, you talk while you are in the direction of the door

While you are outside, it's already probably one am, it's cold and you don't know what going on in your mind, you should had kiss her, but you didn't because your too afraid. You think you are not deserving of love, and tears flow on your cheeks, you don't know if you should go back and talk to her, maybe you will tomorrow, but your mind isn't clear for the moment. You go back to your home, and sleep, still thinking about that kiss.