Mr. Psycho [18+]🔞 (Jungkook x reader) {Ft. Jimin} [COMPLETED✔️]

~24~

Jungkook's POV:

After almost one hour, I made myself stand up from the floor dizzily with my tears dried up on my cheeks. I didn't look anywhere around and just walked out of his house straight. With lots of things rushing in my mind, I kept walking silently along the lane towards our house and didn't look at anyone. Sometimes I was thinking how to face Y/N and what to say to her but then again, I went blank.

When I reached my house, I saw it's locked from outside which startled me for sometime and I tried to think if I was the one only who had locked it before going to Jin hyung's house but couldn't remember it. After unlocking it, I went inside and with my utmost curiosity, I wanted to see Y/N... I wanted to hug her immediately and to cry the hell out of me. I want to do everything she needs me to do to make her believe that I am really guilty and I want to apologize to her. I looked here and there bit couldn't find her. I ran upstairs to our bedroom in a hope she would be there but no! Slowly my tension started to increase but having faith in God, I kept searching for her in every damn room but she was no where! "Y/N......!!!!!!??????????," screamed her name at top of her voice still hoping she would answer but in the very core of my heart, I understood very well that she wasn't in my house anymore. I leaned against my bedroom wall losing all my hopes. "I lost her," mumbled to myself realizing that. Tears again were falling down my cheeks not knowing how to finish myself, coz without her, I was nothing! My eyes just were looking here and there to feel the emptiness of the room when suddenly I saw a bright white piece of paper shining on my table due to the thin sunlight hitting on it through the window. "What is that?," I walked near the table and took the paper in my hand when saw there was a note in it. Immediately I started reading it,
"Dear Jungkook,

         I had loved you more than myself but you never seemed to have trust in me, and without trust, LOVE doesn't exist. I tried my best to make you understand that I was innocent for what had happened that day but you were too busy dwelling in your own imaginations... Whatever, nothing to do now. But you need to have a punishment for whatever you did to me, so I am going out of our home today and I won't tell you when I am going to come back. I will be going out of South Korea and settle in any other country. Once you had broken my phone also so of course you can't track me where I am and I won't tell you also which country I am. That's your punishment! Yes! You have to live without me! I will come back to your home someday coz I can never love anyone else except you but for punishing you, I will stay away in other country for this long just to see how you can live without me. After I return some day, if I find you are still waiting for me then I will believe that you really love me but if not, then I will understand that your love was just an obsession on me, nothing else....
Bye...
Take care....
                                                 -Your Y/N"

Fell down on the ground on my knees with my jaw dropped and eyes frozen, after reading that. I never thought that this day would have come in my life. To live a day without Y/N. I didn't even had a single idea in which country she could have been. Even I didn't know that she was really gonna come back someday or not. After some minutes of thinking a lot of things, I burst out into tears screaming out loud and hard, some rubbish and I fell fully on floor laying there crying madly and trying to grab the floor in my weak palm just to calm myself and to cool the pain I was having from losing Y/N. "I can't live without you, why you did this to me????," mumbled clumsily while crying and was feeling terrible headache and also my chest was aching and I felt like I would die today only by having such a terrible impact today.

To be continued~