You're right, I'm not.

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wyatt: finn?

finn: u were right wy

wyatt: ???

finn: im not okay
finn: i try and i try so hard but im not okay

wyatt: finn...

finn: i tried to be so good to him
finn: i made a mistake and i know i did and now i lost the love of my life

wyatt: finn hes not gone

finn: but he is
finn: u say he isnt but he is i know he is
finn: hes gone wyatt

wyatt: finn hes just hes not gone hes far away but hes not gone

finn: i dont want him to be far away i want him here i want him with me not with her

wyatt: finn... you have to show him

finn: what do u think ive been doing?
finn: ive been doing nothing for the past fucking week but try to win him back
finn: sometimes it seems like he likes me back and others it feels like hes so far away
finn: i dont want him to be far away wyatt

wyatt: you have to give him a reason to stay finn

finn: I DONT WANNA HAVE TO GIVE HIM A REASON I JUST WANT TO BE THE REASON
finn: why am i never enough?

wyatt: finn youre so much more than what u think u are. ure so funny and amazing that sometimes i feel suffocated in ur light. YOURE A ROCKSTAR WHO MODELS FOR GUCCI AT EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD!!! youre so much more than what any of us deserve and i am so fucking proud of you. im so fucking honored to be your friend, to know you. if jack cant see you then hes fucking dumber than i thought because finn youre the brightest thing in this damn world.

finn: i love you wyatt

wyatt: i love u too finnland
wyatt: are u ok now?

finn: no but im better

wyatt: thats a start

finn: m sorry

wyatt: its ok sometimes u need a reminder

finn: thanks :)

wyatt: u welcome baby :)))

finn: i really love him wyatt
finn: and i just wish i dont care as much as i do

wyatt: you just have to get over it finn

finn: i dont wanna tho
finn: sometimes i feel like im so content with just being where we are
finn: it hurts but i dont wanna lose that feeling

wyatt: i think ure living in the past

finn: i
finn: i cant quit it... i cant quit thinking of that day

wyatt: when u hurt him?

finn: i know you guys think im a cheater and stuff but im not... i just... i panicked
finn: my anxiety kicked in and i didnt know what to do so i blocked off my brain and went on autopilot
finn: i was so scared of what she would think if i called jack my bf that i didnt and i get that it was a bad thing to do but i dont like being out of the social norm

wyatt: u like blending in?

finn: i like blending in
finn: i joined calpurnia because i was so tired of being myself, the me that hurt jack. now i smoke weed and date models and sometimes drink alcohol and i feel like the worlds biggest douche bag but i cant stop

wyatt: u werent the same finn on stage as u were

finn: i know...

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