Rami did not let go of my hand as we navigated among the people in the middle of the New Year celebration, my heart felt warm to see that the most beloved members of our crew were there, Julian, Jan, Polly. Our producers Graham, Denis, Miami. Unfortunately, Brian and Roger could not make it.
And in the middle of all the crowd I saw my boys, my heart fell at my feet. Losing Rami meant losing them too, because my boys would not forgive me for breaking Rami's heart, and I was going to deserve it.
- Lucybelle! - Joe was the first to jump out of his seat to see we were approaching
- Babyzello - I whispered with my voice moved, surprising Joe with a hug
- You're good? - Joe fixed his eyes on my face
- Yes - I shrug my shoulders - It's just the New Year's Eve, it makes me emotional - I lied
- Hey! - In less than a second Gwil lifted me up by taking me in his arms
- Gwil! - I said happy when I let myself fall - Kaitlyn, hello! - I smiled at the shy girl who smiled sweetly and I made her blush when I give her a short hug
- Baby Lucy - Ben wrapped me in a tight hug and I hold onto him tightly thinking about those pictures and the damage it could do. Benny boy didn't deserve that.
- You have not answered my texts, pooky bear - Emma took my arm taking me away while talking only to my ears
- Excuse me, I've been busy - I answered, although the truth was that my sister was not my favorite person at the moment
- Luce ... - she said with trembling hands, showing me something on her phone
PRIVATE NUMBER
Pray that your rat do it right
- When did they send this to you? - I said worried, that son of a bitch was harassing Emma and that was another level!
- A while ago - Emma's voice sounded scared, as little as she
I sighed sad
- Do not worry - I said trying to smile in a comforting way - I'll take care of... it
- Thanks, I trust you. My life depends of you
Thanks for reminding me....
- Do you see it? - Rami caught me when Emma finally let me free
- What? - I cleared my throat, grateful for the drink that Rami was offering me
- Emma and you are fine - He smiled satisfied
- Yes, sure - I ran from his embrace and walked to where the rest of the guys were. Sitting next to Kaitlyn
We watched the boys while they were joking and in general behaved like the guys I knew. Rami sat next to me and his hand was resting on my naked thigh, which sometimes drew circles with his thumb on my skin making me blush, although at all times I avoided his eyes.
The party was at its best. It was only an hour before midnight and the boys seemed like they were already tipsy. Rami took my hand resting on the table and brought it to his lips, leaving a kiss on my knuckles. His gesture melted my heart and my eyes sought his, there was something in them that night. Something special and that only made it harder for me to think that I had to take him away from me if I wanted to save my sister. Unable to avoid it, I laid my head on his shoulder clinging to his arm. Having his warmth close by, his smell ... was everything. It would kill me to live without every part of him. My eyes went to Emma who was watching me with a frown
