-.... Is that time right for you?
- Sorry what? - I reacted from my state of alienation
- Your date, Miss Boynton
- Oh, yes - I managed to say without knowing well what I had accepted
- Then, Dr. Bailey will wait for you next Friday at 9 AM, have a good day
- Thank you - I end the call by looking at the phone as if it were a strange being with two heads.
What had that been?
My head was going round and round without understanding or getting involved in the reality of what was happening.
I ran my hands through my head without knowing very well what to do.
Shit
I stood up without a fixed goal walking in circles around the living room of the apartment about to panic
- Luce?
Rami's unexpected voice made me jump almost to the ceiling
- When did you enter the apartment?! - I almost screamed in panic
- A few seconds ago - he explained confused with my attitude - I would finish early today from shooting
- It's true, I had forgotten - I admitted quietly
- You feel good? - Rami took two steps towards me, no doubt my attitude was confusing him .... But he was also confusing me
- Yes - I said with my dry throat - I just arrived from talking to Portia - and receiving a call...
- And how was it?
I told him some details of my meeting with Portia and watched him smiling weakly
-... Why are you smiling? - I stopped confused - Even you are listening to what I was saying?
- I'm sorry, it's just that you're so beautifully amazing - he told me out of nowhere
- What?! - I laughed for the first time in the last hour
- Lu .... I have news
I do too
- Denzel Washington
- Denzel Washington? - I repeated confused
- My agents called me, John Lee Hancock the director you know wants to play co-star of a detective movie with Denzel fucking Washington! Can you believe it?! - He said with emotion - No auditions, just like that! Can you believe it?! I still find this all a dream. My mind just ... - he made a sign with his hands as if his mind exploded while gesturing a "boom" - I'm sorry I didn't tell you as soon as I knew it, they called me less than an hour ago and I already said yes instantly, the shooting will begin as soon as I finish with Bond 25, near the fall - Rami spoke without stopping, just breathing out of excitement - We will have to postpone our wedding and I would like you to visit me often so if you think it's okay I would like you to you know ... I know it may sound macho and selfish but I want you to ... Limit your work the rest of the year so I can have you by my side ... What do you think? - His eyes looked at me hopefully - Lucy? - his face fell before my silence