I hugged my legs sitting in the middle of the grass in the field surrounding my parents house while the spring breeze caressed my cheeks. I decided to came here after waking up that early morning after that full of events night
- Are you sticking to that position because you know you won't be able to sit like this soon? - Rami walked towards me taking place next to me - Sami sends this to his "nephew" - he said funny spreading me a handful of Swiss chocolate
- It's a girl but I will take it - I responded by putting two chocolates at once in my mouth - What?! - I said with my mouth full, it was probably not a very feminine image but Rami watched me as if I was the best thing that had happened to him
- Nothing - he said with that secret smile that make my heart jump all over the road
- Are we going to keep ignoring the elephant in the room? - I told him what he joked by looking around - I'm serious, Malek. Joe did it wrong, we are not married
God, I wanted to kill Joe but I well knew I couldn't ... it wasn't his fault, right? But to think that my secret and magical wedding had not been real was a big disappointment ...
- You're right - Rami sighed and then steal one of my chocolates - I wonder where that leaves us?
- What do you mean? - I slipped the tip of my thumb through the corner of his lips cleaning some chocolate
- What are we? - He shrugged - We're not married, so ... are we dating?
- I think we could say that we are friends - I joked and Rami pushed my shoulder - I guess then we are still engaged - I said disappointed, I wanted to be his wife again. To be his legally ... although I guess I never had been
- Hey ...
- Hormones - I said blinking several times taking back the tears - Maybe we could you know, just go to the town hall and make it official
- Lucy, look at me - he took my face with one hand - I don't think that's the right thing
- Why not? We already had a beautiful wedding, a wedding of lies because of Joe but after all a wedding so we should just go to the town hall!
- Baby ... No - he spoke in a calm voice - Maybe it's an opportunity to do something really magical in the company of our families, something it's worth of you
- But I had a magic ceremony, a fairytale ceremony - I whined like a fool - And it wasn't real
- A fairytale? - Rami gave me a sweet smile - You "had", does that mean I'm not your prince charming anymore?
- You always will be - he managed to make me smile, I took a breath - I only hate when things don't go as I thought ... except you and I
- You didn't think we'd end up like this? - He started playing with my hairb
- No ... I never imagined that the beautiful boy on stage emulating Freddie Mercury would notice me and we would end up forming a family together - my mind was full of memories
- Well here we are, married or unmarried
- You know? You're right, let's take this to make it something better. Let's get married after little E is born that will make it a thousand times more magical - my heart beat hard - And Rami?
- Yes? - His eyes shone under the morning sun
- I would marry you with candy rings a thousand times - I referred to our improptu fake wedding and the rings that Ben brought for us
- My Lucy - Rami leaned down looking for my lips that I gladly offered to feel his delicate touch at the beginning, I sighed happily. Nothing mattered, not even our marital status just hope to never lose him.
