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youre addicting

ship: george x will ... it's no surprise

feeling strong emotions towards someone was always stressful to me. why? because my stupid toxic mind won't allow myself be happy with someone. in every relationship i end up subconsciously distancing myself, in fear that they'll leave me. it always happens, they do eventually break up with me.

so why do i continues to do this to myself? it's simple, really. i have no self control. i see him, and at first i see him as a friend. that was a month ago, now here i am, sitting too close to him, our thighs touching. his body warmth is spreading throughout my whole body and its addicting.

my friend looks at me with a 'i know what you're doing' look in their eyes. i shrug, playing innocent. while doing this, i lean closer to him, out shoulder now touching. the warmth spreads throughout my body even more and i'm even more addicted than before. i crave his touch.

my phone vibrates and i look at my notifications, seeing that my friend sent me a message.

just shag him already

reading the message makes my face heat up and i feel him move his head. oh god, is he looking at my phone?

i look up and find out that he is, in fact, staring at my screen. but he doesn't say anything. no, instead he grabs my legs and throws them over his lap, then snaking his arm around my lower back. his hand rested on my lower thigh, rubbing softly and driving me insane.

if i wasn't blushing already, i am now. of course our friends notice the change and start whistling, "finally!" they all yell together.

finally? so they've though that too? my eyes widen in embarrassment and surprise, i hide my face by burying it in his neck.

i hear him chuckle, "you're adorable." he whispered it, so only i could hear it.

i think for the first time, i don't want to ruin something. no, not when it's between me and will.

can't help it, he's just so addictive.

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so i wrote this in 6th hour today as a rant-ish. been not-so-subtly flirting with a guy 'n found out he's bi. it's all set people i'm no longer single he can take me away- take away literally anything. if you know what i mean c;