Homesmut oneshots (DISCONTINUED FOR NEW BOOK)

karkat x male reader fluff

Warnings: self harm, angst, mention of past abuse, mention of rape, mention of character death

You were alone, very alone, it was the anniversary of the day in grade 6 when you were raped, you sat in your room, you were living with your boyfriend, karkat vantas. Your shirt was off and you looked st the burn scars covering your chest as you dropped the hot glue gun onto the floor, breaking down crying, you couldnt, you felt terrible, then you heard the door open.
"(Y/n) dinners r-OH MY GOG"
You know that voice, its karkat, and within an instant his smaller body is around yours in a tight embrase as he scolds you for self harm, and you cry into him.
"Look, i felt this way every day on alternia, if i was found id be beaten and tortured untill i was dead, but i didnt die, and neither should you"
"I deserved it..." You managed to choke out through the frog in your throat
"NEVER say that, I human love you and you need to understand that, you look worse than sollux did when aradia died babe...i know youre really hurting, but im here for you and i fucking love you you nooksniffer...oh" karkat paused his tirade when he saw you asleep in his arms, he lifted you up, (strong boy) and he put you in your bed, laying down next to you and kissing your cheek

((Just had to make a vent chapter, i got out of the hospital a little over a week ago and i got this idea))