KIMMY POV
After Nola hung up on me, I made it my goal to be back home before she woke up.Im gonna tell her everything.
The plane ride was long.
When I got home, it was 10am. I figured Auntie and KJ were at church.
I walked into Nola's room to find Shanae passed out.
She must've went out last night.
I shook her, "Ayye. Where nola?"
"hmm"
"Where nola?"
"with tucker."
She said that and turned over.
As that name rang my ears, my blood boiled beyond human temperatures.
I basically raced to Tuckers house. God, I hated this silver-spoon ass nigga.
I knocked, His moms answered.
"May I help you?"
"Im here to pick up a friend. She is with tucker."
"Oh. Okay. Ill show you to his room."
When I stepped to his room door, I heard Nola laughing. Making me more angry.
I opened the door to them naked wrapped in his sheets.
"Nola."
She shook back hearing my voice, jumping up.
"Kimmy."
"Lets go," I escaped ass tears struck down my face.
I slowly walked out the house
I felt like my heart was torn out my body and thrown on the street.
Nola got into the car. I just started it up and drove off
"Kim-"
"Dont. Just dont. I dont wanna hear it."
I was trying so hard not to burst into tears but I was in pain.
My heart ached.
She placed her hand on my thigh.
"Im sorry."
"Don't fucking touch me!Dont."
"Im sorry baby. I..I im sorry. Please dont be mad at me."
"Dont be mad at you?I come home to surprise you and you fucking some nigga. And you say dont be mad at you. YOU JUST BROKE MY FUCKING HEART."
"Kimmy, I was drunk baby. I was lonely and my dumb ass mind was telling me you were-"
"Cheating?That I was cheating?You should've just fucking trusted me man. I fucking love you and this is how you repay me?"
"Kimmy"
"You know. I was in Atlanta with Elijah. Beating the shit out of him for you.In a couple days, he's gonna pop back up and turn himself in. Thats what I was doing. All of it, it was for you. Now I see it wasnt even worth it."
We pulled up home.
"Get out."
"What?"
"I dont think we should be together anymore. I need sometime to myself."
"No. No. Kimmy baby, please dont leave me. Please. Not again. I need you."
Both of our faces were soaked in tears
I guess this is what heartbreak felt like.
"I gotta go. I cant stay here."
She leaned over to kiss me. I didnt kiss her back.
"So this is goodbye?"
"yeh"
"I love you with every nerve in my body Kimmy. And Im so fucking sorry for what I did. I was fucking stupid. But I cant lose you. Not after everything."
"Please Nola. I dont wanna have to force you out.
She stepped out closing the door
"I love you."
"I love you too," released from my lips after I pulled off.
NOLA POV
She left me.
Im alone.
My baby is gone.
She doesnt want me anymore.
What the fuck did I just do
I just ruined my life.
Im sorry.
How am I supposed to live without my heart.
She left me.
I sat on the drive way and broke down.
I prayed that she would just pull back up and talk to me.
I sat and cried.
Shame on me
Im ashamed of me
Im ashamed of all the lies I told
Come home baby
Im ashamed.
Im so sorry baby
Im so sorry
I wish that I never did you wrong
Im so ashamed.
I wish I could be in your arms
I dont want a enemy
I just want back my friend
Baby, Im so sorry for hurting you
Im sorry
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