Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)

Chapter One.~ A Year Later.

Hey guys! Here is the first chapter! It was orignally meant to be two seperate chapters but I thought I'd make this chapter long as it's the beginning. Also, it ends on a cliffhanger c;

enjoy little kittys.

~ADAM'S POV~

As rain falls, I don't move, I don't care if my make up smudges or my hair gets out of place. I don't want to move. It has been a year...A whole year since Zoe's death, it is Christmas eve and I am sitting in front of Zoe's grave with a white rose. 11 months ago I tried to harm myself, and Tommy stopped me. Tommy broke my door down to stop me, but for 11 months, I have stopped my music career, I haven't talked to anyone except Sauli, Tommy, Neil and Dad. Dad now has Derica as I was hardly home and wasn't in the mind frame to look after her. But after Christmas, I am back to singing.

My Glamberts tweeted me always, none gave up hope. They left roses and teddys with cards outside of my home. I have been on the news after 2 months of isolating myself from the world.

Issac and Tommy's Mom have moved to Canada after the funeral. Tommy didn't care. Ashley and Tommy have broken off, apparently Ashley cheated on him. He never really talked about it. Sauli is coming home tonight. I don't even know what's going on with us, he seems so distant.

"Thought I'd find you here." A voice chuckles softly, I look up to see Tommy holding an umbrella. I smile up at him. "Do you think she gets lonely?" He asks, sitting down next to me. I sigh heavily.

"I doubt it. She has Mom and Mitch." I smile. Mitch Lucker was Zoe's idol, she looked up to him and after she heard about his death, she cried for hours. He truly was a great person.

"I bet she's up there, screaming with Mitch" Tommy laughs. It goes quiet for a moment.

"I miss her, Tommy, I miss her laugh." I say, placing the rose on her grave amongst the other flowers, my Glamberts visited her everyday to keep the roses fresh. It was truly sweet.

"Is Sauli coming home tonight?" Tommy asks, changing the subject. I stand up.

"Yeah" I reply, looking down at the ground.

"Come on." Tommy smiles, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. I get into my car and Tommy gets in the passenger seat, we drive back to my house in a comftable silence.

As we arrive, I see Sauli's car. "He's home early, hey?" Tommy chuckles lightly. I park the car, turning off the ignition and walking towards the front door. I open it to see Sauli standing in the hallway with his bags still packed and texting. He looks up and smiles.

"I just texted you, haha" Sauli laughs as I hug him, giving him a kiss on his cheek. Tommy looks awkward.

"I should go, don't forget practice tomorrow" He smiles as he lets himself out.

"Adam, I have a question." Sauli says as I get a soda from the fridge.

"What is it?" I ask. I keep my sleeves down, Sauli can't see the cuts, I know, I shouldn't find comfort in it but it has been so hard since last year.

"Adam? Did you hear me?" Sauli says, touching my shoulder, I snap out of my thoughts.

"Sorry, I zoned out." I say quietly.

"I said, why haven't you cleaned Zoe's room out?" He says.

"What do you want for dinner?." I ask, trying to avoid the subject.

"Don't change the subject, Lambert. Answer the question" He says sternly.

"I have work to do" I say, walking off.