Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)

Chapter 19~ Overdosing And Breaking Down.

Longer chapter than usaul. Urm, hope you like? The hospital mentioned in this is something I had to Google because I have NO idea what is in LA? Sorry if it isn't a hospital for people to deal with like, major stuff? Also, it is an Adommy book so why would I be ending their relationship ;) I can't spoil much. but yeah um, this is just basically a free write, I didn't plan it, I didn't even plan Zoe coming back, it came to my head so I wrote it down and look where we're!
But I just thought I'd add a bit more of Tommy's feelings in this as I want it focused on them both as well as Zoe. So yeah, why are you reading this? THE REAL STORY IS THERE! LOVE YOU ALL <3

TOMMY
The metal goes down my arm and I smile as I draw blood. It has been a whole week since Adam and I broke up. I have been ignoring the band and Adam. Yes, Adam has tried to contact me, probably for a gig. I fucked everthing up that night. I sit on the bathroom floor of my tiny apartment and take a drink of my beer. I have gotten extremely skinny and I haven't even left my apartment unless I need more beer. My arms and legs are covered in cuts and brusies.

Just to rid the pain ofAdam, I miss his sweet voice and his soft lips, but I can't fix this, I know I can't.
Maybe I am like Sauli, Sauli cheated on Adam didn't he? Sauli did kill himself though and if Zoe says I am like Sauli then I should be dead too.

No one even needs me, Adam was going to propose for fuck sake! As if that doesn't mean anything! I ruined it...

ADAM
"Try talking to him, Adam" Hayley begged as I took a drink from my glass. I sighed.

"Hayley, it has been a week, I've tried contacting him but he never answers."

"He hasn't talked to anyone, we've tried visiting but he doesn't want a bar of it." she replies.

"Adam, he isn't doing good." Monte spoke "Not since Issac"

"I know. I know." I sigh placing my head into my face. My phone suddenly started ringing with a blocked number come up. "Be right back" I speak as I walk outside and answer it. "Hello?" I speak.

"Is this Adam Lambert?" The female speaks.

"Speaking"

"We're calling in regards to Thomas Ratliff, you were in his contacts with a heart next to it so we assumed you meant something to him." She explains.

"What has happened?" I ask, worry goes through my body..

"He was found in his apartment earlier, his neighbours had heard screaming and smashing. Mr Ratliff was found unconscious, we believe he had tried to overdose on sleeping tablets." My head pounds and my heart races. I quickly go into the lounge room to get my keys, everyone turns to me.

"What hospital is he at?" I ask the person.

"UCLA Medical." She replies, I hang the phone up and face everyone. Zoe was standing up. I take in a deep breath.

"Tommy has been admitted to hospital, he tried to overdose...I need to see him.." I speak as I walk outside. I sigh as I turn the ignition on the car and drive towards the UCLA.

I turn the car off and take in a deep breath. I can do this. I need to see him.
I walk to the front desk to be served by a young female.

"Thomas Ratliff, please" I speak softly. Another doctor appears behind me, tapping me on the shoulder.
"Mr Lambert?" He questions. I turn around. "Dr Shaw." He speaks softly.

"Where is Tommy?" I question quickly.

"Follow me." He says as he walks through a corridor, I follow him. "Keep in mind, Tommy has been sedated so we could stitch him up." We stop at a door. "Be catious when you enter, Tommy has shown signs of agression, he may hurt you"