Title is from Adam's song; December
ADAM
It has been a month since I have been left here..Today I get released, they have finally let me go. I am upset that Tommy hasn't visited at all, the band has though, they always say Tommy has been busy with work. I get to go home and see tonight though, I just want to hold him and tell him how much I love him..
It has been very hard after finding about Sauli's death, I keep his letter with me at all times. But I love Tommy and need to let go of Sauli. He was a bastard that ruined my life.
I see Hayley skipping down the hallway of the hospital, a smile plastered on her face as always.
"Hey Addy, you ready?" She asks, I nod and we leave the hell hole together. The doctors have given me a bunch of pills to take daily. Neil and Eber have gone on vaction, not that I care, they're the jerks that put me here. We walk outside and the band give me a group hug, still no Tommy. Where is he?
I set my bags down and take in the familiar surroundings that I have missed.
"Would you like anything?" Monte asks, smiling.
"I would like Tommy here" I smile widely. Their smiles fade from their faces and they share uneasy looks. "Is he here?" I ask
"Not exactly.." Hayley speaks shakily.
"What do you mean by that?" I ask, worry taking over my body.
"He couldn't handle it, he thought you were still in love with Sauli so he moved, we don't know where to" Isaac spoke softly.
"You all lied to me?!" I yell. "You all told me he was busy with work!!" I yell louder.
"Adam, we didn't want to make you feel worse." Hayley said trying to ease the tension. I ignore them and go up to my room, please don't say he's changed his number, I need him.
I pulled my phone out and dialled his number, it rang out twice, I was going to give up on the fourth one when he answered.
"Thomas Ratliff speaking" His voice sounded so beautiful, I've missed it..
"Glitterbaby?" I asked, my voice cracking.
"A-Adam?" He stuttered.
"They let me out. I'm better." There was silence. "Where'd you go? I miss you"
"Adam, I couldn't handle it.." Was all he replied. Had I finally lost the man who keeps me sane?
"Can I see you? So we can speak in person?" I asked finally. I heard him sigh on the other end.
"Yeah, I can see you later today around 4?" He spoke,
"Yeah, I will be at yours then."
"alright, bye." He hung up quickly...
I sat there, staring at my phone.
I can't lose him, he is my whole world and he should know that.
Is this the end for Adommy?
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TOMMY
I sat on the bed, I am such a fool for leaving at Adam's time of need. But I had needs aswell. I needed him as much as he needed me.
I paced around the small apartment before I heard light knocking at the door.
Come on, Thomas, you can do this. Just turn the handle.
There stood Adam, he looked much more muscular than I last remember, his hair was now black and styled, he had on black skinny jeans with boots that stopped just below the knee, he was wearing a Nirvana shirt.
"Hey" He spoke, pulling me from my train of thought. His voice made me fall in love with him again. Again? What am I saying, I have loved him from day one.
"Come in" I finally spoke. He stood awkwardly.
"Tommy I understand if yo-" I cut his sentence off by kissing his soft lips. The lips I have missed so fucking much. The kiss deepend and Adam asked for enterance by biting my lip softly, I allowed and our tonuges wondered together and the sparks went off like fireworks. Adam pushed me onto the bed without breaking the kiss. Adam broke from the kiss and smiled at me.
"I have missed you so fucking much Thomas Joe Ratliff." He spoke. I smiled as he rolled off me and cuddled into my side.
"I am so sorry I left, Adam. I do love you so much" I spoke, holding back the tears. That's when he grabbed my arm and ran his fingers over my scars, some fresh.
"Please promise you'll stop, no matter how hard shit gets, please stop." He asks. I look down.
"Adam, I promise" I say with half a smile. He grins and kisses me softly before getting comftable and closing his eyes.
Well, Adommy is back and kicking!! Sorry to all the people I gave a heart attack to! ;3 And I am SO sorry that most of my chapters have been getting shorter.
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