Hey guys, a few things I would like to say :)
1) I am soooo sorry that I haven't updated in so long! I have been busy with school.
2) Some of you may hate this or like this chapter, sorry in advance!
3) In chapter 27 I said that Adam was gone for a week but I have changed it to a month so chapter 29 would make WAY more sense :)
4) I am starting to make this happier, trust meeeeeee <3
Thank you so much and again, I hope you guys like this update :*
ZOE
"Are you going to be okay by yourself?" Joel asks softly as we enter the house. Neil and Eber left to go home before we got home...
"Yeah, I'll be fine.." I reply, he hugs me.
"I love you and I'll call you soon" He smiles as he kisses my cheek. He leaves, leaving me home alone.
Tears fall down my cheek as I lean against the door. Everything is falling apart...I put my body through so much stress that I miscarried...I thought this baby would mean the world to me but I was wrong, it's my fault I lost the little one. I was taken to the hospital after I collasped in the restroom, I only told Joel that it was normal, he doesn't know the truth, no one does besides the doctors. They said not to blame myself for it, but I am...
I drag my feet against the floors and go upstairs to the baby room. I opened the door and my heart broke...the walls were a light blue and there was everything a baby could ask for. I sat down on the carpet and held a teddy...tears cascaded down my eyes as I stroked the teddy's cheek. I did this to myself, I can't blame anyone else for my mistake...
My lip trembled as anger filled my body, anger at myself for letting this happen...
When he spoke those simple words 'I'm sorry' I knew what happened.
I stood up slowly, putting the teddy down softly.
So quickly you came into my lives, so quickly torn away, never got the chance to meet you. There's so much I want to say. Where there once was joy and happiness,is now sadness, guilt, and pain. All these thoughts running through my head,It's enough to drive me insane, though you lived only eight short weeks, you were loved so very much. I wish that I could hold you, I long to feel your touch...
ADAM
"I gotta call Zoe quickly" I yelled out to the band who were sitting down talking amongst themselves.
"Hey Adam" Zoe's voice spoke as she answered, her voice seemed distressed.
"How are you?" I ask as I go outside to the cool air.
"I'm okay. How's Japan?"
"It's stressful but fun. How is peanut?" I laugh softly.
"Peanut is fine" She spoke with her words trailing.
"Is everything okay? You don't sound too good."
"I'm fine, just really tired." She replies. She coughs and it sounds like the cough you have after you cry your eyes out. I didn't press it any further.
"Is Neil still there?" I ask, changing the subject.
"No, I'm home alone. Neil and Eber left about an hour ago, I think."
"Are you OK being home alone?" I ask, I turn to see Tommy coming over with a smile.
"Yeah, of course, the house is so empty without you though." She says softly with hurt visible in her voice.
"I'll be home in a few, I promise. I miss you so much" There's a silence but then I hear Zoe crying. "Zoe? What's wrong" I ask quickly.
"I just miss you, Dad" She cries but I have a feeling that isn't the reason why she's crying.
"I know baby, I'll be home before you know it."
"We gotta go in" Tommy whispers to me. I sigh.
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Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)
Fanfiction»»DISCLAIMER«« Mentions of, suicidal thoughts and/or attempts, drug usage, strong language, sexual harassment/abuse, mental illnesses, depression, and male pregnancy. »»DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED EASILY OR SIMPLY DO NOT LIKE ANY OF THE THINGS...
