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dear kim yohan,

     first of all, you're a lil bitch.

     second, i want to say i miss you. like, so much. no words could even measure how i feel. i last saw you when you meet me in the subway and walked me to school, but it already felt like forever since that happened. i wanna see you. and hug you. and kick you. i want to ruffle your hair like i used to. i want you to give me chocolate milk cartons again. i want to walk home with you again. i want to relive the times when i go to the playground swing and then you'll be there in the next second. i miss you this much and more than this.

     but i understand. this is your dream. i must not hold you back nor distract you from reaching it. so as much as i want you here beside me, you should stay there. and practice. practice hard, okay? make us proud.

    but also remember, no matter what you do, we're already so proud of you. you made yourself known to the nation. you're admired. you're glowing. you're like a star now. you're amazing. im happy that im friends with you.

    dont forget your roots. even if you're like a star now, stay down to earth. so that i cant still reach you. love your craft and the people around you. keep the faith.

    and you know what? i cant wait to hug you again. maybe i'll drop by there to watch concept evaluation, i dont know for now. by then, hug me tight please. i also hope that we can hang out soon. bur let's keep it lowkey if possible, since a lot of people are looking out for you already. they might bash me for being near you, and i dont want to be more bullied than i actually am hahaha

    to finish this up, you did great. you're doing great. keep it up. hwaiting!

trying to be sincere,
the love of your life :p,
arin

ps. i hope you visit your ads soon. your fans are amazing! your face is all over the screens gangnam station and other stations.

pps. i heard some of your fans are gonna do a coffee project for you, you might want to check it out. for them. pleasee.

ppps. i love you!

//

a/n

june 13, 2019
today, the drought has ended! yohan finally breathed! and visited his ads! and he was walking around seoul, with a coffee in his hand, looking beautiful as always. i wanna be in korea too, and see him in the streets too 😭 thanks for today god yohan! 💙

also, HAPPY FESTA TO BTS & ARMYS THERE! i purple youuu! 💜 #6thYearWithOurHomeBTS

(wait there's more) SOMI FINALLY DEBUTED!! UGHHH I MISSED HER! I LOVE HER! 💞 and there are rumours that I.O.I are coming back, but w/o somi & yeonjung (le cries) but i missed I.O.I!!!! 😭 i wish it was true, wanna one soon too!! 💙

now this rant is getting longer, i must stop now

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