pick me. kim yohan

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arin?

where are you?

myeongdong

may i ask why are you there?

just going out for a walk

the house is just suffocating me, im all alone there, that's all

can i ask another question?

what is it?

are you okay?

what do you mean

of course i am

why wouldnt i be okay?

dont kid around with me arin

it's been five days since that day

that day when you found out about your family, that day when yohan gave up, and you just let him

you cried so hard that day, so damn hard that i thought you'll be dehydrated after all of the tears you've poured out and until now, i havent seen you smile like you did before

minyoung and i are worried about you

and i know this sounds cliche and overused

but i wish that you're okay

im okay you guys

what's done is done, it already happened, i already cried a lot, and now, i have no tears left to cry, but i have no reason to smile as well

you were hurt

a lot

right?

yeah

to see the person who promised to never give up on you, who'll always understand, and stay with you through it all ended up breaking all that promises

what hurted more was that i made him give up and i just let him

that hurted more than knowing that im just a mistake in this world

i know you're hurt

but im sorry to say, you're the one at fault here babe, not yohan

he gave up, because you made him gave up, and you just let him gave up

you hurted him a lot too

but i was hurt that time too, i was a mess, i didnt know what to feel or how to react, that's why i said those words

but being hurt doesnt give you any kind of permission to hurt others

especially if it's someone you love

remember what grandma always said when we were little? - minyoung

words are the most powerful thing a person could possess, it could inflict harm and protect love, always be careful in the words you choose if you want to protect love - miny

minyoung

even you??

you were a mess that time, yes