[complete] the swan dive | the first diary - katsudeku

day sixty six

this crush is something that wont go away anytime sooner.

what do i like about you..?

perhaps it's your smile.
your confidence.
i remember the time that i hugged you and you smelled like burning wood and flowers. lavender, rosemary.
your soft blonde hair.
those scary crimson eyes.
i love everything about you.

but you scare me.
this...
this crush scares me.
you'll never accept me. you'll reject me on the spot because-
because you fucking hate me. you always have since i told you i was quirkless.
you promised that you'd protect me, katsuki.

that was a childish fantasy that i was holding onto.
i'm just a child hoping for prince charming to sweep me off my feet and take me to my happily ever after.
but you're not mine.

you're not mine.