[complete] the swan dive | the first diary - katsudeku

day eighty three

i tried to talk to you today, i know i dont have much time left.

my plans have been...rescheduled.

my frequent visits to recovery girl become more and more common.

i refused because i didn't want to forget you...

so, i told you to listen to Joe Brooks' cover of 'Magic'.

you told me to fuck off.

in response, i gave a light hearted fake smile.

i didn't want you to see how broken i truly am.

i'm begging you,
please listen.

that song was just one of the many gifts i will shower you with before my time is up.