I had agreed to go and I picked a house it was gorgeous. I loved it. I told Brian that I needed to love me again before I could love him. But that I did want him to live in the same house. I felt safer with him around and I knew Gerald wouldn't be able to get to me. Speaking of which he was coming today for four days then he would leave for that event. I was currently cooking him dinner since it was 7:30 Brian had one of the guards Josiah tell me. That they were close by I put everything on the table and as I was making his plate they walked in. I hurried up and turned around to start doing the dishes. As I was cleaning I felt arms circle around me and turn me around. Gerald leaned down to kiss me and I turned my head and he caught my cheek. Looking up I saw Brian staring at me.
"Honey your garden looks great, why don't you sit and eat with us." One of two things is happening right now because Gerald doesn't call me honey. Either he is pissed and he is just waiting for Brian to leave to fuck me up or two he is trying to play one of his little mind games. Since I was already fucked I decided to go with the safe option. "I'm actually not feeling too well, do you guys mind cleaning up I'm going to go to bed." Looking at Gerald his eye twitched then he smiled super big like a kid in the candy store. This man is fucking crazy.
"Sure thing, honey. I love you." I couldn't say it back instead I gave him a tense hug and turned around on my way out I mouth to Brian to spend the night.
"Aye bro, you mind if I crash here for a few days since we bought to be busy real soon let's chill for old times sake." "Hell yeah my guy, I gotta tell you how everything went anyway." Once I reached the bottom of the stairs I could no longer hear them. I laid down and faked sleep. I never went to sleep before Gerald and I always woke up before he did so he never really saw me sleep. That was mostly out of fear.
It was 1:37am when he stumbled in the room and laid next to me. He sighed then turned my way I felt his finger trace down my back and it was such a struggle not to flinch. "I love you but I'll kill you before I let him have you. You're this gem that he can see but can't touch and I'll have to destroy you completely so you're ruined from everyone else." With that he turned the other way and seconds later he was out and I laid there and cried. I cried all night at 4 I couldn't take it, being this close to him scared me I took a shower and then went in to the music room I set an alarm for when I would need to start breakfast then sat on the floor. I sat there with my eyes closed and sung my sorrows. After I finished the third song I laid back and looked at the ceiling. "What's wrong, you only sing like that when something is bothering you." Jumping up I see Brian in the door frame. Relaxing I tell him right away what Gerald said when he thought I was sleeping. I'm more pissed that his goal was to destroy me. " Brian, I don't want to be weak anymore train me to be your second and stand by your side not behind you." Brian nodded and assured me that he would have it no other way looking at the clock I saw it was almost six so turning off the alarm I stood up and headed down the hall. Reaching the end of the hall I turned back to Brian. "I'm going to kill him, I want you to know that I'm going to destroy him like he almost destroyed me." Brian just looked down and I walked away. I was pissed beyond belief after the sadness faded rage was all that was left. The old Melody is back matter fact that bitch is dead it's Sapphire now!
With that in mind I finished breakfast and sat down to eat my big ass plate. Might as well start working on that weight gain. As I'm eating Brian fine ass and the dead man walk in. "Why you ain't make my plate." Nigga cause you got hands. Brian beat me to a reply before I could say anything that would get my ass beat. "She still look sick and tired let her relax." With that he shut his dumbo head ass up and sat down and made his plate. I should've poisoned his fucking food. From the corner of my eyes I could see Brian looking at me to relax and I felt it when he gave my thigh a squeeze to chill the fuck out. If this nigga don't stop ima fuck him on this table Jesus I need help. Squeezing his hand back I hurried up and got up. Okay bitch play your role, "is it okay if I go sit out by the pool for a little." I timidly asked Gerald. He looked at me with an attitude. Well if I would've just went your attitude would have been worse. Smacking his lips he said "Man, go ahead. Always asking for some maybe the sun will help yo ugly ass." With that I turned around nigga just made cause I won't let him fuck. Walking outside I put my feet in the pool and laid back on the ground. I need to get my shit together before he beats my ass. Suddenly I see a shadow standing over me I know who it is before I open my eyes I also know it's only one person which means I'm fucked. Opening my eyes all I see is rage. Fuck me....
