Dinner was shit and all it was doing was pissing me off more. Gerald kept trying to low key flirt with me and if this nigga rub his leg on me one more time.
Fuck it I'm tired of this shit Brian was low key drunk and at this point I'm ready to go. Whispering in Brian ear I tell him something that will definitely light his ass on fire so we can go.
"Alright y'all Kennedi and I gotta go."
"Awe bro why you leaving, we ain't seen each other in a minute chill out wit me." This nigga is so full of shit.
"I'll catch up with you later I gotta go take care of something." With that we got up as we were leaving Brian told me he had to go to the bathroom so I walked outside to get the car from valet.
"How he pull you, you seem like the type that's only with him for the money. Shit I'll pay you to let me smash, how much you go for?" This nigga got me beyond fucked up god you know my heart but you know I can't let the community get it twisted feeling him step closer I froze. Bitch is you really ready for this. "Bro, why you all up on my girl? I maybe a little drunk but I'm not stupid watch yoself. She good and I'm with her for the money not the other way around. Oh and by the way next time you talk to my fiancé like that ima fuck you up." With that our car pulled up I got in the drivers seat and Brian got in the passenger seat. I know I said he wasn't getting none tonight but damn that was sexy.
My mind was racing, I couldn't get the situation out of my head if it comes down to it will I be able to defend myself. Brian had my back and that much I saw when he stuck up for me. But what happens when I need to defend myself I don't want to be that weak little girl anymore. Gerald had clearly turned more into an ass and his ways of charming girls had changed. It's like he was basically like I ain't shit so don't expect shit cause ima treat you like shit and you gone be happy with getting shit for breakfast lunch and dinner, oh with a side of dick for dessert.
One thing was for sure I deserved more than shit and Brian had taught me that. I deserved to be fucking happy. With that thought in mind I wiggled from under Brian and went into the bathroom to take a shower. Half way through my shower the door opened. "Why aren't you sleeping? Tell me you weren't up all night after we finished." I remained silent one thing I wouldn't do is lie to him. I just can't believe I had an opportunity to kick his ass and take names later and I missed it. What the hell is wrong with me. Spinning me around he spoke "You did what any normal person would do, which is freeze up. Don't take it personal and it was my place to put him in his. Let him think your weak if he wants to but when it comes down to it that fight or flight instinct will come in and you'll show him who you really are."
I broke down crying after that, how can he believe in me and my abilities more than I believed in myself. As much as I hated to say this I really needed and wanted Brian in my life.
I had cried majority of the night and I could tell Brian felt bad but it had nothing to do with Gerald it had to do with me. I knew he had to leave soon so I was pretending to be sleep while he moved around. I just wasn't in the mood to talk. As he finished up and got ready to leave I could feel his eyes on me, sighing he turned to leave we both know that he knew I wasn't asleep but I need time.
I've been laying here for an hour over thinking things and it's starting to stress me out. Fuck this I need to do something. Getting up I jump into the shower and start thinking about what I'm going to do today. I can't sit around feeling sorry for myself. Once I was all dressed and was getting ready to walk out I heard the door bell ring. No one knows we are staying here not even Stacy so who the hell could that be. Walking towards the tv in our room I turn on the security camera and volume to low so they can't hear.
"Damn, which hotel he got this bitch at. I'm going to get her one way or another."
Watching him walk away all I could think is he real life got me fucked up. Texting Brian I let him know that he needs to come home right away.
By the time he came home I was beyond pissed. I kept rewinding the video, he was really going to all of our hotels to find me. He thought I was weak because that's what I had showed him but he got me fucked up. Brian was right I'm not her anymore. Tossing Brian the remote I walked to the bar and began drinking. I need to calm my nerves before I end up revealing my hand.
"Brian what are we going to do?"
"We're going to......
