LAST MEETING
This is what love does:
It makes you want to rewrite the world. It makes you want to choose the characters, build the scenery, guide the plot. The person you love sits across from you and you want to do everything in your power to make it possible, endlessly possible. And when it's just the two of you, alone in a room, you can pretend that this is how it is, this is how it will be. -D.L
Love is making you crave for something more than it should be.
Yung feeling na, ay sana ganito kami. Ay sana siya na lang. Ay ganito dapat. Ay ganyan. Bakit hindi katulad nila? Gusto ko perfect!
Eh sabi nga sa the perks of being a wallflower.
"We choose the love we think we deserve" and we're trying to make it perfect the way we want it to be. But let me tell you guys.
If you fall in love, craving is natural. You want something from him and it's fine but if you want something he couldn't give it's unhealthy.
I fell in love.
I craved.
I hoped.
I assumed.
I expected too much.
Falling in love is crazy.
It will blow your mind. But it also feel so good.
Yung nagho-hope ka everyday na sana makita mo siya, makita mo lang siya masaya na.
Yung nagda-day dream ka ng tungkol sa inyong dalawa na bigla ka na lang matatawa sa sarili mo kasi para kang tanga.
Yung presence pa lang niya nakaka goodvibes na.
Yung mag eeffort ka sa isang bagay na ngayon mo lang ginawa sa tanang buhay mo at para lang sa kanya yun.
Masarap ma inlove pero at the same time masakit din lalo na pag yung taong gustong gusto mo hindi ka gusto gaya ng pagkagusto mo sa kanya.
One sided love nga naman.
Ganito yun eh, if you need to move a heavy object you need to have two working powers with the same direction for the object to move. Pero kung isa ka lang naman ang hirap. Imagine this..
May hawak ka na mahabang tali. Nasa kabilang side ka and nasa kabilang side yung taong gusto mo. Dahil nga sa gustong gusto mo siya lahat gagawin mo para makuha mo siya kaya hihilahin mo yung tali para mapalapit siya sayo pero the thing is hawak niya yung kabilang end ng tali. Kung hinihila mo at hindi niya gustong ma inlove sayo, hihilahin din niya yung tali. Walang mangyayaring meeting in the middle.Pull-Pull love problem.
Gets? Kung hindi okay lang gawa gawa ko lang yan. Haha.
Anyway. So it ends na nga. Kailangan ng mag move forward! Sabi nga sa Philosophy ko... live today ibig sabihin enjoy today do not worry for tomorrow.
Sabi ko nga, nag crave ako. Nag assume. Nag hope. Pero na inlove lang naman ako. Natural lang yun! Haha. Pasensya na. I'm still a human being.
I fell in love. And love is crazy.
Siguro yung pagdating ni Sir Philo sa buhay naming magkakaibigan was just a bright smile from God that life can still be good.
Sabi nga.. save the best for last! This is our last sem! Graduation na next year and look, this sem was the best sem ever! Thanks to our awesome, weird, cool at super poging professor! Thank you for the excitement and thrill! Thank you for sharing us many things!
Hindi ko man nasabi personally sa professor ko ang true feelings ko. Sus alam ko namang alam niya. Haha. Di na siguro bago sa kanya yun. Gwapo, matalino at weird siya. -insert blushy smiley-
Siguro kung pagbibigyan ng chance.. ma-publish tong book na 'to at someday mabasa niya ang mga kabaliwan namin..ehem.. ko lang pala sa kanya. Haha! Ano kayang magiging reaksyon niya?
Sir J! Three words.
~D.L.
