25- 2am (Special Chapter)

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NAMJIN's POV

Guess who's restless?

ME

It's already 2 am and I'm still wide awake. I envy Namjoon. He can still sleep like he was unaffected after whining his heart out 2 days ago.

It bugged me so much!

I was only chillin' on my twt then he just blurted out about me being inconsiderate to his poor and fragile maiden heart, HA! What is he, 5? He had the audacity to tell me to grow up but he himself is holding grudges against me. And the worst part? We're not talking very much unlike the usual. The atmosphere is always tense. This isn't the first time we're behaving like this but I'm still not used to it. I want to apologize sincerely but he won't... let me. Whenever I find the right tempo to tell him how sorry I was, he quickly and smoothly avoids me like the snake he is

Me: Hey Joo-

Namjoon: Kai, you smell something?

Kai: Stop

Namjoon: Hmm it smells like bitch in here

Kai: Your words not mine

He's so dramatic. Childish even. But still he had a point. I took it too far and hit a nerve. To be honest, I did noticed his change of approach. He really did stopped using a frying pan and a ladle as an alarm. I also noticed he's actually,,, nice to me these past few days? I'm loving the glow up but... I lowkey prefer the mischevous Joon. Even though I hate that side of him, I actually miss it. I've grown accustomed to that side

I love Joonie, I honestly do. I love him but... but he's- Ugh, EGG! I'm not getting any decent sleep because of you!

NAMJOON's POV

I cant sleep [My stay heart: SO TELL ME]

I look at the alarm clock. It's 2 am. My insomnia is acting up again

I envy Namjin. She can still sleep after what happened 2 days ago. Is what I said never bugged her one bit?! Does she have any idea how broken I was? Though I had the balls to tell her to grow up but I myself is holding grudges. And now we dont talk that much.. or should I say I don't reply that much

Namjin: Joon have you seen socks?

Me: *ignores*

Namjin: Nevermind. I found 'em

Even at school

Namjin: quick! What's no. 3?!

Me: *ignores*

Namjin: Hey!

Me: *ignores*

Namjin: I hope you get 0 you bastard

I know she wants to apologize. I know but I refuse to accept her apology. I was hurt! I'm not obliged to forgive the person who hurt me that easily!

I was about to sleep but I remembered to send Jihwan a message. She'll thinks I'm not paying her that much attention anymore. I dont want her to think that way

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To: Love ♡

Hey gorgeous ;)

I forgot to reply to your text earlier I got a little sidetracked sorry! I'll make it up to you!

And when I say I'll make it up to you, I mean a date ;)

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