Pure Heart {EJ x Reader}

Chapter 14: showing interest

I LOST TRACK OF TIME! DON'T KILL ME!!

I'm getting some happy songs in here....just.... squeezing them in there

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Jack had gone out hunting this morning, leaving you alone in your bedroom to your thoughts...

(Y/n) POV:

I watched the outside world from my window, trying to distract myself as the snowflakes lightly fluttered to the now snow covered ground. I let a sigh escape my mouth as I shifted a little closer to the window from my bed. I was currently sitting on my calfs as I leaned against the window ceil, staring at anything that caught my eyes as the sky's darkly light sky with the moon's light shinning through my window and onto my restless face. I kept my thoughts off of what happened between Jack and I in the woods, we had just walked back to the cabin without a single word to each other. I thought that if I didn't bring it up to him or in my thoughts, I wouldn't have to be embarrassed around him anymore then I already am and just get to know him. I stopped thinking for a second as a thought found its way into my head,

I don't know anything about him...

Jack and I were practically strangers to each other but we still managed to feel something towards each other, well I did anyways. I felt awkward at the thought that, HE KISSED MY NECK! I never felt so ashamed of myself when I realized how I let my guard down around him when I hardly knew him. My cheeks began to become bright red with embarrassment and from frustration,

He was a killer for PETS SAKE!

Maybe if I got to know him more, I could feel more comfortable about hanging around him? It never crossed my mind that he could or was a heartless killer when I first met him, he saved me so many times that I didn't feel like I had to worry about him wanting to kill me. My heart sank when I thought about it, if he actually had killed me in the forest... I would be dead...

The thought sent shivers down my spine when it hit me, I began to wonder why I had asked him to kill me when we met. He didn't seem like he wanted to do what I asked him so that was a relief, I guess part of me just wanted to give in and finally open the door with the "EXIT" sign above it. The other part of me was afraid of death and what awaited me behind the door, that part of me had won I guess when I practically looked like I was afraid when I asked Jack to kill me. Those words held me back for so many years, I guess that's the best answer I could come up with at the moment.

Satisfied with my answer to Jack's question, I turned from the now frosted covered window and sat at the edge of my bed. Maybe when I get freshened up, I could go talk to Jack and maybe... if he didn't mind.... I could possibly get to know him better. A smile washed over my face as I stood from the bed and went to the closet that held my clothes that I had taken from my....

I stopped in the middle of grabbing the handle to the closet.

Mom...

The thought of her made my heart break, finding out she wanted me dead when blades and Bloody Painter revealed what their purpose for their mission was. How could she do that to me? I had done nothing to her for her to hate me, yet she despised me enough to send assassins after me. My mind went in denial for a split second because, she was my mom... she was the only family I had left. I shook the my head, trying to get rid of the feeling and concentrate on grabbing a (f/c) long-sleeved turtle neck shirt, blue jeans, and undergarments. Once I looked over my outfit I smiled once again and grabbed everything in my hands, I trotted over to my bedroom door and headed off to the bathroom.