Where do I begin... The past few days have been SHIT...
Joe screaming at me because I'm sleeping.. My anxiety getting worse... My depression getting worse..
I feel like I'm the person that people can turn to to talk to, which I love that I can be that person for people but sometimes it gets to me.. This hasn't happened in a lone time but sometimes I start to hear.. Things... Voices I think... I don't fucking know anymore....
I kinda wanna cut.. But I haven't...
It's just to much going on in my life....
I know people have it worse than me.. But I'm still human.. I still have to get things off my chest...
Sometimes I just want a hug... But I'm to fucking awkward to hug someone...
I wish things were simple..
I want to cry but I'm not.. I feel like I should be crying..
