Assistant or Girlfriend? 『 A Kim Taehyung Fan Fiction 』

Chapter 40

Y/n's P.O.V

“I quit” I bowed and didn't bother to look at any of them. I have lost my guts to stare at them.

I left the studio and the rain fell on my head. I was walking like a zombie, I feel so dead inside. I want to be cold to everyone. I want to roll my eyes on everyone

And I don't know why.

“Y/n” Strong hands grabbed my wrist and turned me around with full force, I almost stumble and looked at him.

“Why the hell did you quit?! You can't quit without me firing you!” He soak himself with the rain, His hair was getting sharp by the end.

I stepped close to him and slap him as hard as I can “You monster”

“Y/n why--”

“Don't play the dumb game Taehyung. We both know what you did” I glared at him. His shock face turned serious. He pursed his lips

“He told you”

“Someone has to, You want me to live in a lie don't you? You killed my parents and Somi and all this time I've been kind to you!” I yelled

People passing by were starring at us with their umbrellas covering their faces

“Y/n..” His deep voice echoed in my head, How he pronounced my name was something he can only do. No one can do it like he does

“If only I had the authority to put you behind bars until you die I will, But I know it will never happen. You're a mafia boss afterall” I fixed my posture “Go ahead, Kill me”

His intense eyes were starring at my soul “As much as I want to, I can't”

Stupid.

“This stupid feeling is in my way.”

My tears stream down my face. They joined the rain that fell on my cheeks

“Excuses. I don't trust you anymore.. In fact I don't know you anymore. You ruined our memories as a childhood bestfriends, You ruined my trust, You ruined everything!”

“I had to. For my parents--”

“Taehyung we both know that's not my parent's fault! You didn't know how much that affected me... They died without me knowing the reason” I just want this to end

There was a moment of silence. So he's not gonna talk.

“If you won't kill me then let's forget everything we had. These feelings, gone. Those memorise, gone” I glared at him one last time before turning my back on him

“I can't”

Ofcourse you can.

“You were just listening to yourself Y/n. You didn't gave the effort to even listen to my side..”

“I did, I tried listening to your side, But you wasted your time admiring the ground and I don't want to waste my time to a murderer who only made excuses”

“I feel so lonely, I lost everyone I loved. Even Daniel.. No one feels the same way I felt before and so killing your parents is my solution so you too will feel like a loner. Then we met each other again, I feel so alive and I started feeling things I never had encountered before. But it was too late for me to realise I had killed your happiness so you could be my happiness.. I know. I'm selfish,”

I sobbed. Why am I still here? I should start walking away.. But my legs were glued on the ground. It was hard for me to take a step, If I'll take a step I'm afraid I will fall

“Y/n I did tried my best to kill you maybe in that way I got my revenge and feel much more happy. I was wrong.. Me and messed up mind regretted everything I had done. Also what happened to Somi she didn't deserve that.. Her parents were very kind and I don't deserve them being kind to me”

Then I heard footsteps getting closer. It stopped just behind me and the next thing I knew his arms wrapped around my fragile body “I'm sorry.. You can throw me in a jail and I promise.. I won't do anything to get out of there”

The rain was getting lesser, Minutes passed by and I didn't know I was lost in my own world.

“I just want to let you know that I love you and I missed you but I guess I lost you too” His grip loosened but I grabbed his arms and made them stay to where it is. I want him to hug me

He's right, I didn't listened to his side. I believed what I wanted to believe and I made a mistake. He admits his mistake, He knows how many times he had done them and he is ready to take the punishment

And that is what the old Taehyung I know.

It was hard for me to forgive him but time will help me. I know this is a stupid move but I don't want to lose any of the people I love.

“I'm sorry I said all of those things.. Taehyung I hope you will never kill any of innocent people anymore.” I faced him “I promise”

I hugged him.

When I opened my eyes I saw Hwenji crying while looking at us, She was smiling too. I think that's tears of joy.

But aren't they going to get married?

“Taehyung invite me to your wedding with Hwenji” When I had said that his body stiffens “Oh.. Uhm..”

“I canceled the wedding”

“Oh.. How about your position as a Mafia boss? Won't you lose that?”

He shakes his head “Because I will be marrying you”

I was speechless.

“Taehyung! Y/n! Get inside!”

Me and Taehyung got inside and the shooting was canceled. They made us sit on the couch with towels keeping us warm and a coffee “So, What has gotten in you two to do that?” Namjoon sat in front of us

Taehyung placed his cup down and squeezed my hand “I think you all deserve to know. ”

I looked at Hwenji and she gave me a small nod.

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Wassup, Since Everything's been busy for me in school, I decided to update with 2 chapters in 1 one day.

I'am not in a hurry to finish the story but I have to. Schoolworks and Performance tasks and stuff are around the corners.

So with that 2 chapters in 1 day!

5 more chapters to go~