VIII

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My breath hitches, I turn and ran as I went back to my room. I pant as I held my face in my hand. "No no please," I said, I shook my head and lay back on the bed, as I turn on after again. I hug my pillow as I watch the movie. I decided to change into this.

 I decided to change into this

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My new flower tattoo shows.

I put my cover on and I grab my speaker and went to the pool

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I put my cover on and I grab my speaker and went to the pool. I connect it and I played unthinkable by smiley. I take off my cover and put up my hair, I get in the pool as I sit on the third step, the water reaches to my breast as I just sit and chill.  I look out as I see the city. I started to sing "you gave me this feeling that I never felt before, and I know I deserved it, it became something that was impossible to ignore, and I can't take it," I sing "I was wondering maybe can I have back my baby, if I did something special would that make me look crazy, if you ask me I'm ready, can I ask you are you ready, to see the new me, I change because you're my everything," I sing as I began to cry again.

"Are you ready, to see the new meee, I change cause you're my everything," I sing, peace sign comes on. I swim around I let my hair loose, I go to the deep end as I go down under the water, I swim to the glass and put my head above the water, I look out it was beautiful. Worth it comes on, this was Erik's favorite song he would always sing this to me, I sighed as I swim back and get out, I dry myself off. I put my cover back on I then turn the music off and leave back to my room.

I take a shower and get dressed.

I take a shower and get dressed

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