5 seconds of summer Preferences

Your in love with him but he gets a girlfriend (part 4)

Mikey:

You stood up after talking to the boys for a couple of hours. You coughed nervously “Um, guys I just wanted to say sorry for… you know and thanks.” They stood up and have you a giant group hug. “I think I’m going to go upstairs before Michael gets home.” They just nodding and you reached your door when you heard someone burst through the door. Him. Michael. “Hey Luke where’s Y/N?” You didn’t usually eavesdrop but this conversation was about you so you thought what the hell. “Look Mikey, just leave her tonight okay? If she wants to talk she’ll talk to you later.” You heard Michael sigh “Luke you don’t understand I need to tell her something.” You hear Calum enter the conversation “So now you want to tell her stuff?” He asked and not waiting for a reply he continued “Michael we gave you so many clues about who she was waiting for and you just didn’t respond, are you stupid because she was waiting for you?” You didn’t see Calum’s face but you could sense that he had just realised what he’d said and became quieter. “She was waiting for me?” Michael’s voice sounded shocked and you decide that this is your cue to go back into your room. You sat on your bed trying to act as though you hadn’t heard the conversation going on downstairs. You sat there fiddling with your fingers when four boys entered your room. Michael at the front and the other boys behind him. “Sorry Y/N, we tried to stop him but we couldn’t.” You stood up and looked at Michael “What did you want to tell me?” Calum, Ash and Luke all looked at each other before slowly edging their way out of the room. “Look Y/N, I think you’re really nice and pretty but” he began but you stopped listening. He’s making this awkward telling you that he only sees you as a friend. “What I’m trying to say is I love you and I want to be with you.” You looked up in total shock. “What?” You started, he opened his mouth to say something but you cut him off “Look Mikey, I know you know that I’m in love with you because I heard your conversation downstairs but please do not say this just because you think it’s what I want to hear, I want it to be true, not fake, so if this is fake please just go.” He stepped closer towards you “Y/N, why would I make something like this up? Of course these are my true feelings, I can’t stop thinking about the way you get excited when you hear a single song of ours, the way you tuck your hair behind your ear, the way you smile to yourself when you’re really happy, the way your eyes light up every time I see you, the wa-” you cut him off by placing your lips on his and he pulls you closer to his body, it feels like you two are the only people that matter in the world. You pull away looking down at the ground smiling. “The way your lips feel on mine. Perfect.”

Ash:

"Luke how did you know?" You sobbed "I’ve known for a while, you told me once when you were drunk, how you felt about him but the next morning you didn’t remember and I didn’t want to put you in an awkward position so I just acted like you hadn’t told me at all." You looked at him and smiled weakly "Thanks, you’re a good friend Luke." Michael looked genuinely shocked "What? When? How?" You giggled "I love him Mikey, ages now." He stood up and gave you a hug "Wow, does he know?" Your smile faded "No, besides he’s got a girlfriend now." He smiled sympathetically. You sat and spoke to the boys for a while before deciding that you should go home. You hugged Michael and Luke in turn and then walked to the front door, Calum beside me "You sure you’re going to be okay?" You nodded and he continued "Well call me if you need to talk, call anytime, day or night." He embraced you in a warm hug "Thanks Cal, you’re the best." You walked to your car slowly and sat in the driver’s seat. You stared at the food sat there for a while before buckling up and driving home. Once you reached your house you picked up the food and began walking to your front door, you wear shocked to see Ash standing there. "It’s about time you got home Y/N, I’ve been waiting for ages." You sighed and unlocked your door "What do you want Ashton, if you’re here because you felt bad, good because you should feel bad, you blew me off." He followed you into your house and took the food bags off you. "No Y/N, I’m here because I need to tell you something." He took a deep breath whilst you looked at him expectantly "Look Y/N, I tried to keep all of these feelings in and pretend that I didn’t have them because I knew that you didn’t feel the same and I even tried going on dates because I thought that it would help me but it didn’t, it made me feel worse because I knew that you were alone when you should be with me, I don’t like spending time with any other girl except you, it’s the way that you can make me feel normal, you don’t use me for fame, with you we don’t have to go out, we can stay in and talk, watch movies and lounge around in sweats and we don’t need to make our relationship public, it’s all those things Y/N, you may not realise you do them or that’s how you make me feel but it’s the truth and I had to tell you." You can barely move from shock, when you finally find your voice you say "Is this a joke? What did the boys say to you I told them not to say anything?!" Ash looked shocked "No this isn’t a joke and what? They didn’t say anything to me!" You turned around thinking then turned back to Ash and spoke "Well this must be a fucking dream then because why else would you be saying this, throughout our whole friendship these are things I was dying to hear fall from your perfect lips because I am completely in love with you Ash!" Ash took no time after hearing your confession to kiss you, and he really kissed you.

Luke:

You sat at home, sobbing every so often about how your best friend, the boy you were in love with didn’t feel the same way. Yes, you’d felt this way before but there was something so final about it this time, it wouldn’t be you he was holding or kissing, it was never you, you were just friends, just friends. Your heart ached, all you wanted to do was get changed into your pyjamas and watch a film. You walked into your bedroom and caught sight of yourself in the mirror, another tear slipped down your cheek, you took a deep breath and went to remove your remaining makeup and clean your face. After changing into your pyjamas you sat down on the sofa and put on a comedy, however, it didn’t seem to help and tears continued falling from your eyes. Halfway through the film there was a knock on the door but you were too comfortable to get up so you simply informed the person on the other side of the door that it was unlocked. “Y/N.” Came Luke’s voice softly. You turned to look at him whilst hastily wiping your eyes. When he saw your damp eyes and red nose he paused “Are you okay? You’ve been crying.” You faked a laugh “The film was sad.” You pointed back to the tv and his gaze followed. “You’re watching a comedy?” You laughed nervously, unsure of what else to do. “Y/N” Luke began “Y/N, I know what this is about, and I really need to talk to you.” You avoided looking at him “Did Ash say something to you?” “Yes. But I need you to know that I feel the same way, you give me this feeling, such a feeling of love and not being alone, I don’t know, I suck at these things and my descriptions are shit but in all honesty and seriousness I want to be with you. You are the most perfect girl I’ve ever met, you’re beautiful both inside and out, please tell me it’s alright and we can be together.” You tried blinking back tears but they were flowing quickly, “Luke, you know that I want this as much as you do but you’re in a relationship, I don’t want to be the girl who ruined everything for you, I love you but I can’t ruin this for you.” You were properly crying now and you couldn’t control yourself on the facts that this was what you were dying to hear from him and that you had actually told him you love him. You couldn’t help but wonder what he was thinking, was this going to push him away? You forced yourself to look up at him and saw him biting his lip, playing with his lip ring, he looked confused and frustrated as though he was trying to get you to understand but he couldn’t get the words across, a failing connection. “Y/N, listen you don’t understand this whole situation is completely fucked up. I’m not with anyone, I don’t have a girlfriend, it was a publicity stunt, management thought it’d be a good idea to set me up with someone, but I’m not afraid anymore. If fighting for you is what it takes then I’m prepared to fight. Because Y/N I love you, so fucking much.” Your heart skipped a beat. “I love you Luke.” You breathed out. He smiled, showing his teeth before leaning down and kissing you passionately.

Cal:

Calum was shocked to say at least. You know, you basically blurted out how you thought Cal’s girlfriend is a complete bitch, which is 100% true but you also blurted out how he should be with you and now you’re all just standing there. In silence, the tension in the air is heavy and expectant. “Y/N.” Calum stated. Nothing else came from his lips, simply your name. “I’m sorry Cal, I made things awkward I’ll leave.” When you looked up you were surprised to see Calum chuckling “It’s just that I didn’t expect for this to work so quickly, Jocelyn you are a star.” Your eyebrows knitted together in confusion “Wait what? What didn’t you expect, tell me?” He was laughing harder this time high fiving Jocelyn too. “Y/N, I’m not Calum’s girlfriend, we’re just friends, you see I was pretending to be his girlfriend because..” Jocelyn began but she cut herself off looking towards Calum “Cal, I think you should tell her.” You looked around to see the blank faces of Ash, Michael and Luke who were just as lost as you were. Calum took a deep breath, trying to organise his thoughts and find the words to tell you. “Y/N, we’ve been friends for how long? Years. Well, throughout those years I developed these feelings for you and to begin with I thought that they would go away but they never did, they just got more and more intense. I never thought you’d like me back so I learnt to deal with it but then the other day when we kissed, it was so- uh what’s the word- connecting. I felt like we could stay that way forever, and I know you felt it too, that’s why you spent the next couple of days avoiding me. So I decided to find out how you really felt about me and well, you were there for the rest.” Throughout Calum’s speech, you began welling up, tears forming in your eyes. “Calum, you’re such an idiot, you could’ve asked me how I felt.” You laughed, whilst wiping your eyes. Calum found your laughter contagious and started giggling “This seemed more fun.” He made his way over to you and stopped right in front of you, “So uhm, can I kiss you again?” You answered by connecting your lips to Calum’s and that feeling of love washed over you.