I sighed, deciding not to go to Xacier's apartment today or tomorrow or the next day. For some reason, I just can't face him with out cringing. I need to see him smile or I can't face him and I'll flip out.
I slip out of my apartment in the afternoon, fresh air. I desperately need it because of the rotting smell inside of my apartment.
I sit down on the step of my apartment, my head hanging low. I really want to go next door, and I really need to see Xacier. But I can't, and just needing to see him smile doesn't seem like a plausible excuse. I close my eyes and rub my temples in annoyance. I don't know why I can't look at Xacier in the face anymore. My heart just twists and it flutters, just the thought of him is sending me into the strange sensation.
I let a groan out, lifting my head up lazily to look at the grey sky. Someone could have mistaken the time for ten o'clock at night because it was so dark out. I curl up in a tight ball, my thoughts are starting to kill me. I don't want to move as the sky rumbles and cries heavy droplets on to me. Eventually, I start to rain down on myself also. Tears flooding down my eyes as my confusion rattles my soul.
I sit there for hours and hours waiting for the sunny days.
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Lost Voice
RomanceHikaru moves into a rundown apartment after being robbed. His neighbors seem chaotic and rather strange, but after getting to know them, they're alright...well some of them are. But, there's one neighbor he finds alluring and he can't seem to under...
