Ruel Imagines

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"You aren't trying!"
"Yes, I am, Ruel!"

"You're always saying you're hangout with someone every day! Why can't you make time for me?"
"I do, but every time you tell me you have to go record! I can't do this with you everyday, Ruel!"
"W-what's that supposed to mean?" my breathing quickened.
"Its always either I'm busy or you're busy! We never have time for each other anymore, and sometimes it feels like we aren't even in a relationship!"

"I'm trying to make time for you. I'm only at the recording studio four of the seven days, and everytime I ask if you want to do something, you have plans already. I'm trying so hard, but it feels like you're not."
"If I wasn't trying, I wouldn't have waited four months for you to come back from tour!"
"So this is my fault? You're ridiculous!"
"You're leaving again in a few months, and-and maybe we would've been better as friends."

When those words left her lips, I stared blankly at her. I couldn't breathe and my vision became blurry.

"D-do you mean that?"

Her eyes began tearing up.

"N-no. I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean that!"

She tried to step towards me, but I pushed her away.

"Y/n," I said, tears falling down my face, "maybe you're right."
"N-no! Ruel, stop! Don't say that!"
"I-I didn't. You did."

I wiped my eyes, taking a deep breath.

"I-I think we should end things, y/n."

I could see her shaking, but so was I.

"S-so this is it?"
I bit my lip, trying not to cry.

"Ruel, please don't leave me."
"I don't want to, but I need to. I'm sorry. I love you, but this relationship isn't healthy."
She bit her lip, nodding.

I began walking to the door, but she said, "Wait, Ruel!"
I turned around.

"C-can I at least have o-one more hug?" she cried.

I nodded, rushing over to her and engulfing her in a tight embrace.

"I'm sorry things have to end this way. I lo-"
"Please don't say it. It's only going to be harder."
I closed my eyes, memorizing the way it felt to hug her.

She pulled away and I took in her appearance one last time before walking out.