Ruel Imagines

21.✿❀✧*

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"So what are you saying?" he asked, putting his hands in his pocket.
"I-I like you, Ruel."

"Are you joking?"
I shook my head.

"Oh, um, listen y/n, you're supet sweet, but I don't like you like that."
"Oh, okay. That's okay-"
"I'm sorry."
I shook my head.

"It's fine, Ruel. I'll see you later." I said, turning around.

"Wait, y/n. Please don't be mad."
"I'm not. Just a little sad, but I can't get mad at you for being honest."
He slowly nodded.

"You're still one of my best friends, you know that right?"
"Yeah. Of course. I have to go. Bye, Ruel." I said, walking away quickly.

I'll only ever be your best friend. Nothing more. Stupid of me to think anything could ever happen with us.

I heard my phone ring, and looked at who texted me.

Jamie: did you tell him???
Y/n: yes.
Jamie: and?
Y/n: I'm only ever going to be one of his best friends.
Jamie: I'm sorry babe ):

Y/n: it's fine.
Y/n: I'm an idiot

Jamie: how?
Jamie: for being honest?
Jamie: you can't control your feelings. I'm proud of you for telling him
Jamie: but hey, you'll find someone

Y/n: yeah, I guess
Jamie: do you want to come over for soup?
Y/n: yes please
Jamie: I'm going to come pick you up at your house

Y/n: thank you, I love you ):
Jamie: love you too mwah

Crushes suck. I hate myself for becoming so infatuated with you. I made up all these fantasies when in reality, I knew it woulf never work. I could never fulfill your needs. You could never fulfill mine. I hope you find someone though. You deserve to feel loved, and so do I.

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Ps. Happy birthday, Ruel. I love you with my whole heart and I'm so proud of you. I hope 17 treats you well ♡