Ruel Imagines

56. ✿❀✧*

[UNEDITED]

"What?"
I shook my head, smiling.

"Tell me." I said, squishing my face.
"Nothing, nothing." I chuckled, grabbing his hands from my cheeks.

He pouted, staring at me.

"I love you a lot, you know that right?"
"Of course I do. And you know I love you too right?"
"Mhm." I smiled.

"When are you going back to the studio?" I asked.
He hesitated, saying, "I don't know yet."

"Don't you miss writing though?"
"I mean yeah, but I like having time to spend with you."
"I know and I like spending time with you too, but I feel bad. Every time I hear someone telling you about how their music is going, I can't help but to feel guilty."
"It's not your fault though."

"Yes it is. You chose to stay with me over going on tour. I think you should go back into the studio, Ruel."
"I want to, but I guess I feel embarrassed. I mean it's the first time someone refused to go on tour with Shawn."
"There's nothing to be embarrassed about though. You never know, he may ask you again."
"And would I say yes?" he looked at me.
"I want you to say yes."

"R, you know I appreciate that you chose me over touring, but I want you to do something you love. I don't want to be the reason why you can't go on tour or even make music. You always told me music was your passion, so why are you giving it all up for me?"
"That's because I love you. I gave all that up because I wanted to stay with you."
"I want you to stay with me too, but I want to be able to see you living your dreams."

He bit his lip.

"Ruel, promise me you'll go to the studio and make music again. Your fans miss you."
"I-I don't know. I miss them too, but at the same time I enjoy spending time with you and not have to worry about media."

"Isn't it important to be able to have a successful career though? You've built this platform and you're just giving it up? You've worked so hard just to give up on your dreams?"
"I know I'm stupid, but I feel like taking this break right now will help me."

"It's been five months. When are you thinking of going back?" I asked, laying down on his lap.

"I don't know. I want to be back cause I miss them, I do, I just don't know when."
"Okay. Well, as long as you care enough to eventually go back to music, I'm fine with it and I'll support you always."
"Mhm. That's why you're the best." he smiled.

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This is literally awful I'm sorry 😭

I've been losing motivation to write and I don't have any creative ideas. The past few imagines I've written all sound similar and I apologize about how repetitive everything has been. Here's a cute imagine instead of a sad one weee

I want to keep writing but I might just end this imagines book soon ):

Maybe I'll eventually have the motivation to write more or at least finish this imagines book, but until I have motivation I hope you don't mind that I literally only update once a month ):

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