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I woke up in stokeley's arms on his couch. Then everything about last night came to me.
I got up trying not to wake stokeley and went upstairs. I packed my all my things and carried it down stairs.
Stokeley was still sleep. I went upstairs to get my keys. I paused and looked around it felt like something was missing. Physically and mentally.
I grabbed my keys off of stokeley's dressser and went downstairs and unlocked my car.
I put my suitcase and other things in my trunk. I started my car and drove off.
I'm not leaving because of stokeley or anything or anybody. I just feel like I'm invading stokeley's mental space. Don't get me wrong, I love him but I'm going threw alot right now.
I just lost one of my best friends.
I pulled up in my drive way and took all my stuff in the house. I was too tired to even go upstairs. I layed on the couch and passed out for 5 minutes until the sound of footsteps woke me up.
"He finally got tired of you huh" my brother said. I sighed. "No he didn't, I left on my own" I said sitting up.
"Why you ain't been at school" he said. I shrugged. "Cause I haven't really been wanting to go" I said rolling my eyes.
"Yea ight" he said thinking he knows everything. I don't really have time for this I just lost a fucking friend and he worried about other shit.
Instead of saying something back I picked up my suitcase and brung it upstairs to my room. Then I went back down stairs to get my other suitcase.
After doing all that I sat on my bed and opened my phone i had a bunch of notifications. I had 20 missed calls from stokeley and 8 text messages from him.
I texted him letting him know I was safe and why I left. I started the shower and pinned up my hair. I stripped naked and got in the shower.
I broke down crying in the shower.
I don't know who I am anymore.
Who have I become?
I turned the shower off and I got out and wrapped a towel around me.
I couldn't really stand to look at myself at the moment. I looked at my phone to see stokeley still didn't read my message. I sat my phone down and put on some panties and a bra.
I put on a plane outfit and slicked my hair down and put on a bob wig.
I went downstairs and saw my dad walking in. I tried to sneak pass but he unfortunately, "hey Tina" he said all bubbly.
"Hey Dad when did you get back" I said with the same energy. "Today" he said. I went to give him a hug.
"How's school going?" He asked. I was stuck thinking about how much I've skipped school. "Good" i said. He nodded. "Did you get you a prom dress yet" he asked. I shook my head no.
