[corbyn]
i glanced back at daniel every 2 seconds. he caught me as he looked up from his phone. i looked away.
"what?" he giggled.
he placed his hand on mine.
"nothing" i said smiling.
my cheeks were already going red.
"whaaaat?" he said moving his leg and playfully kicking me.
"nothingggg" i mimicked.
daniel continued to eat as i kept staring. i started at him a lot. how couldn't you. i noticed the little things and details about him. i glanced down to our hands. his veins were out. and he did have eye bags. faint ones. you could also see strands of brunette poking through his blonde hair. and he had a hint of freckles. he had little features that made me fall in love with him over and over again each time.
"corbyn are you zoning out?"
daniel's voice made me stop daydreaming. i looked up at his soft vivid blue eyes.
"have you been sleeping?"
daniel inhaled a sharp breath looking away.
"daniel" i shook his hand.
"yeah?" he said looking back at his phone.
he was avoiding the question.
"look baby you need to get rest ok?"
"i know it's just..."
daniel put his phone away as he took a sip of his water. he held both of my hands and stared into my eyes.
"what?"
his cheeks went to a shade of pink.
"when i sleep next to you and i can't sleep i watch you sleeping and your just so cute and then i try to go back to sleep but your the only thing on my mind"
i smiled at him. he squeezed my hand.
"your really cute baby"
daniel giggled.
"your cuter because your the only one i'm thinking about."
i scrunched my nose with a laugh.
"but you need sleep stupid"
"work mostly does this" daniel said pointing to his eyes and rubbing them.
"why don't you ever ask for a break?"
daniel's smile faded. fuck. corbyn!
"...it's awkward because well jonah um" he rubbed the back of his neck.
"look i don't want to talk about it ok?"
"you can tell me you know?"
i rubbed my thumb on his hand softening his expression.
"i know i just don't want to ruin the day"
"you won't ruin it"
daniel bit his lip.
"can we go to the park?"
i nodded. i put the money on the table as daniel rushed to hold my hand. we found a bench in the park.
"it's about jonah"
my mind immediately clicked. daniel never told me about what happened. jonah did.
"daniel"
he cut me off.
"look...so there was a night where"
he was stammering.
"i...i know" i mumbled.
his eyes widened.
"corbyn i'm so-"
"it's ok jonah explained it to me"
i didn't want him to feel bad at the fact that he kissed my best friend. i did things worser to him.
"i need to tell you something..."
daniel scooted closer to me.
"t-that night with trey-"
i couldn't even put myself to talk to him.
"...i went to a bar"
"and that's where it all happened"
daniel hugged me from the side.
"what happened?" he said.
"...i was upset"
"over what?"
"...not being good enough for you"
daniel's eyes started to pool.
"you'll always be good enough my love"
i didn't want to lose him.
"what if you stop loving me"
daniel moves his finger to my chin.
"i'll never stop loving you"
he leaned in and kissed my lips.
"i love you" he mumbled through kisses.
"i love you more" i giggled.
his phone buzzed. his jaw opened but nothing came out of his mouth.
"what?"
he moved his phone to me. my mouth dropped open.
"what the fuck did jack do to his hair?"
