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umm...hi..

So heey guys

How are you?

I'm just meh right now tbh

I'm sorry I haven't been able to update

Things have gotten so busy with school

I just have no time at all any more

Like really I don't it sucks

I always have homework ALL the time

I never get a break from it

And every time I do I'm always really tired and want to sleep

Like I stayed up past freaking midnight just to finish my stupid math homework

It's crazy

But anyways

I need prayer guys :(

Tomorrow for my education class I have this oral presentation to present. And I'm like REALLY REALLY NERVOUS. I really hate talking in front of people. Like its the scariest thing ever. Especially people my age. Like I just can't do that. I freeze up, stutter, and mess up. Which I'm scared I will do that. The only plus side is that my topic that I chose to talk about is Bullying. That's a topic I'm really passionate about. We were supposed to talk about something we are comfortable talking about. But I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN DO THAT BECAUSE I CAN BARELY TALK TO PEOPLE. I want to pour my heart and soul in this, even if it's only supposed to be like a few minutes long. The thing is, is that I stutter and when I stutter I feel stupid. That's like my worst nightmare is to stutter and to mess up. Like I'm really trying not to have a panic attack about it. But serious I'm like petrified. And I don't want to fail this. I worked hard on it you know? I just really wish the oral presentation was an option. Like yea my professor says it's a non-judgmental environment but STILL, people still judge believe it or not in that class. Okay I just need prayer please. Just about actually being able to do this and being able to do it well. That's what I'm scared about is that I'm not gonna do it well..... thanks guys :/

Thank you so much for like over 70K reads and over 1000 votes, I can't believe it. It's really really amazing. Like thank you, I love you guys :D

And I don't know when I'm gonna be updating next. Probably close to thanksgiving time. Meh. I love you guys!

Hannah x