Slide Away (Narry A.U )

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

*Author's P.O.V*

So what exactly are you
hiding?

I'm not hiding anything
from you.

You're way too happy.
Something traumatizing
had to happen to you.

Why must I go through
fucked up shit?

Were you abused?

No I wasn't.

Were you suicidal?

That I was not.

Were you sexual assaulted?

Good God no.

Did you suffer from a
eating order?

That wasn't it.

Then what the fuck was it?

Well if you must know I
lost someone.

Sorry for your loss.

Three years back I lost my
girlfriend and our two year
old daughter.

You had started a family?

It was accidentally but
yes. I refuse to leave this
apartment because they
deserve to be remember
like and I love them with
every fiber in my being.

I shouldn't have brought this
up.

Funny enough I lost them on
your birthday and my
girlfriend was trying to
convince me to get in
touch with you again.

You really don't have to
share anymore with me.

They were flying back home
and I was on the phone with
them as the plane was going
down so I heard every sob,
plead, and scream.

Niall I'm serious.

My girlfriend died on
impact but our little girl didn't.
She had reportedly been
protected by my girlfriend's
body and she was trapped
under her for thirty minutes.
She died on her way to the
hospital because of brain
damage.

Fucking stop already.

You wanted to know what
traumatized me and that was
it. My little girl was crying
for her daddy, who couldn't
come and hold her and
reassure her. I couldn't save
her.

I get it already.

Knowing that she died
so afraid is what keeps me
up at night. The fact that I
forgot to tell her I love her
and my girlfriend is what
has me screaming throughout
the middle of the night. I try
to continue living for them
that's why I keep this smile
on my face.

This isn't necessary anymore.

This fucking acid burn
doesn't make my life any
easier. I can't even grieve
in peace anymore because
I'm looking at my disgusting
body twenty four
seven.

I didn't mean to.

You're not the only one
hurting. I'm hurting every
fucking second because I
have to live with this for
the rest of my life.

I'll leave you be.

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Thoughts??? Predictions???

Bye.