Estupído But True.[c]

Bab 17

"I want you to stop..." suaraku lembut dan perlahan.

"What?"soalnya dengan tenang.

Fine, let me just go for it."Lucas, can you stop what the hell you're doing right now? I don't like it. I don't want to hurt anybody, and I don't want you to hurt her either. Do you know how much pain you're causing her? Last time, you were the one who helped me with this exact same problem, remember? So why are you acting the same way he did?"

Lucas tersenyum senget sambil tertawa kecil. What? what did I missed?

"Im dead serious dude." Aku menikam anak matanya.

"Ah someone's got that sizzling independent streak going on. It's definitely turning up the heat." Sindir dia sambil tersenyum senget. Muka bangga pulak tu.

Dia tak pandang aku serious.

"What did I do, Mariéne? What did I do? Are you saying that I've hurt someone's heart? And is that someone specifically my girlfriend? Have I hurt my girlfriend's feelings?" Sindir dia. Dia ingat lawak ke doh?

"Wtf... are you serious right now? "Keluh aku . Indeed dia ada gf.

"yes! Your visit to my house was a mistake. If she catches wind of it, she'll be hurt, and I won't stand for it."termarah pulak aku dibuatnya.

"So? What should I do? Should I go to her place and talk to her?" Soal Lucas dengan selamba.

"Should I apologize to her for being a jerk? Should I give her a hug? A kiss? Takpe ke Cliché ?"

So fr, Dia ada gf!
Aku macam nak tumbuk muka budak ni. Aku sedar dengan intonasi dia ni pun dia being sarcastic gila kat aku. But not gonna lie, kata-kata dia jujur memberi kesan kat hati aku. Tak guna.

Sabar.

"Just buat je lah apa kau patut buat. Lain kali bagitahu lah orang awal-awal kalau kau ada seseorang. "Kata aku dengan perlahan tanpa memandangnya.

"Why should I ya? You knew it already. "jawabnya dengan selamba.

Whatever Lucas. I wanna cry so get out of my house!

"Oh shut up. Leave me alone."aku menjelingnya.

"all right. "katanya.

Dia pun menjejak keluar daripada rumah aku. Aku menutup dan bersandar kepada pintu itu. Dah tak tahan. Aku akhirnya mengeluarkan tangisan aku yang aku dah tahan tadi.Tiba-tiba pintu rumah diketuk. "Im sorry, Mariéne."aku tak dapat dengar jelas sangat.

Kenapa dia tak balik lagi? Dia dengar ke aku menangis. Aku segera mengelap air mata aku sebelum membuka pintu tersebut. Kelihatan Lucas sedang terduduk sambil menyandar di pintu tersebut.

"Dah suruh pergi tempat dia kan? What are you doing here? "marah aku.

"Dah, she's in front of me."kata-katanya membuatkan aku terbisu.

Membisu, dibisu dan terbisu.

Dia mula berdiri dan berhadapan dengan aku. "Im sorry for being a jerk." ucapnya sambil memeluk aku. Aku menangis sekali lagi sambil dipeluk.

"Im not her."kata aku dalam tangisan. "Yes you are."jawabnya meyakinkan.

Sekali lagi kitaorang duduk kat sofa. "sorry for the cliché though. " ucapnya.
" tak ... faham. "kata aku keliru sangat-sangat .