Healing (Discontinued)

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(Content/Trigger warning: Bulimia habits)

Liliana

"Thanks guys." I say as they helped put down some of my stuff.

It's now the evening and there were just a few people lingering around the ground floor.

"No problem, Daisy." James winks which made me chuckle.

"So, who's your roommate?" Sam asks.

"Um..." I trail off.

"Yes?" Landon ushers me to go on.

"Ryder..." I whispered.

"No way!" James squealed.

"That's cool but just try not to destroy the building." Sam says.

"I won't." I assured.

-•-

I stood outside the door overthinking everything as usual.

Still contemplating whether I should go in or not.

I didn't really have a choice because Ryder himself opened the door with a shock look on his face as he saw me.

"Hey." I pursed my lips.

He ignored me and walked past me.

I couldn't help but feel hurt by his action but kinda deserved it.

I promised him and yet...

I sighed and dragged my stuff into the decent looking dorm room.

It is a really big place with two small bedrooms.

The place was really messy though.

I shook my head and walked into the empty bedroom before starting to unpack.

-•-

I had just finished cleaning the living room when Ryder walked in.

Again, he ignored me and went straight to his room.

He doesn't want to be around me and I can respect that...but I don't think I live with the fact that the man I love hates my presence.

I gulped and went to my room.

I finished prepping for my lecture tomorrow and went to bed with an empty stomach.

-•-

"Help me! Fire! Someone please help me!" Oggy's voice cried out for help as he hid in the pantry.

The fire spreads to the pantry as it explodes with Oggy in it.

I screamed as I woke up from a nightmare with tears.

I panted heavily and ran to the bathroom.

I threw up whatever I had for breakfast, with tears streaming down my face.