Androphobia

Introduction

Hey fudglings (omg I completely forgot about that pic I put HAHAHAHA ^ but I actually love it so I have to keep it there)

AHHHHHH I'M SO EXCITED TO START REUPLOADING ON WATTPAD AGAIN I'VE MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCHJHSFJSDSJH also yes I do need to give an updated introduction of myself and prepare you guys for my massive diary entries (author's notes) at the end of every chapter

Just to let you all know, I do have a Patreon so if you would like to read ahead and gain exclusive access to bonus chapters, character playlists and (possibly) a Discord, I would love it if you could sign up c: There are currently 6 chapters available on Patreon and I'm set to release another chapter today which is exciting!! The link is: https://www.patreon.com/Fudgecakexox

My name is Fajr which is where the idea of my title, Fudge, comes from. In Islam, it basically means the morning prayer or sunrise/dawn so I do hold that quite dear to me :3 I started writing this book when I was 16 but I reread some of the chapters and was like ._. wtf so I decided to rewrite this book to a higher standard, and hopefully a standard where I'd feel comfortable publishing in the future

I'm 19 now and I'm currently studying medicine (about to go into year 2 HAHA I PASSED MY EXAMS SOMEHOW). I'm really enjoying the course and I've met some beautiful people but please do show some compassion if my updates are a little bit wobbly because medical courses are i n t e n s e. My priorities will always be my studies but I'm going to try my best to keep all my lovely readers happy :)

I love animals, especially cats and also baby animals like baby seals or tigers or FROGS OH MY GOSH they are so cute (I just remember one time I was holding a frog in my hands and my little sister asked to hold it so I was like yEaH oKaY but don't drop it- and then she dropped it and you SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE LOOK I GAVE HER ._. and then I gave her another one and she dropped that too)

I'm also a fan of gardening which has only come to me in the past year. I have lots of little baby plants and I've named like half of them but I cba for the others- I help my mum in the garden because she loves planting stuff and getting her hands dirty so I take after her. I love playing badminton and I've been playing it since I was quite young, and I also like basketball (I remember playing basketball a few summers ago in the garden with my family and IT'S ONE OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES we literally called it Kuroko summer because we just finished Kuroko no Baske and wanted to play)

If I were to describe myself in 3 words, they'd be: empathetic, emotional and bubbly. It's self explanatory that I'm empathetic because I'm aiming to specialise in psychiatry so I like to say that I connect with people and understand their problems. BUT I'm also super sensitive, like I'll start crying at the smallest things (I once cried because my dad told me to turn the TV volume down and I was like 🥺🥺🥺 but why) so that's why I'm not sure if I'll be fit for psychiatry- maybe paediatrics because I like kids hehe. And I like to describe myself as bubbly but I tend to switch between introverted and extroverted very quickly

I like soft and smol things and I like it when people are kind. I'd choose a kind person over an intelligent person any day. It's weird because as soon as I got to uni, people wpuld always say "you're just so... nice" and I'm like bro ;-; perhaps it's because I've grown up quite sheltered and my mum forced us to be polite and kind while growing up lmao but yeah I love kind people

One of my greatest inspirations has been the Korean boy group, BTS. Yes I'm still a fan of them and they've had a massive influence on who I am today by spreading such positive, beautiful messages. I'm also a massive fan of anime and Kdramas (I would highly recommend SIGNAL, Sky Castle and Penthouse because all of them SLAP). Also, here's a baby Jiminie to make you smile:

Anyway, I think you guys know enough about me now so I'll just get on with the story. I hope you guys give it a chance and BE KIND and just keep smiling and stay hydrated and eat well and remember to pee I LOVE YOU GUYS BYE

- Fudge x