I Want You Back. (BEOMJUN/YEONGYU AU)

[00:13] Ramen And Cigarettes.

(I'm just reposting this story cos I unpublished this before so yeahhhhhh,, hello!))))

It was the tightest hug that he received, it felt so nice that he just wanted to drown himself to the warmth that Yeonjun gave to him.

He wanted to stay...

If only he still have a full heart to love the guy.

If only he still wasn't tired of all the bullshit he went through.

But sadly, his heart was no longer whole, it was already shattered.

And he was tired, too tired to even spare a glance to the sleeping boy before he left.

Those intimate moment and shared kisses was his way of saying goodbye.

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Beomgyu didn't know why he was here, he remembered hating this kind of place, the loud music, people dancing wildly at the center, others were too busy making out, while some were getting their asses drunk.

But the loud music was keeping him sane plus he was contemplating whether to go back home and earned an earful scolding from Tyunning for not staying at the hospital or just wander around and be drunk, he chose the latter.

Yeonjun used to bring him here and for what?

To show him how he could flirt to other guys and girls flocking around him.

"Beomgyu ah~ you don't mind if hyung will have fun, right? it isn't fair if you're the only one who's having fun in this relationship."

He remembered excusing himself just to cry because of the pain and embarrassment he felt whenever the older did those stuffs.

It was funny how his heart wasn't aching anymore, he was breathing fine, he wasn't trembling either.

Even remembering those moments, he found himself chuckling.

"Am I really that stupid?"

"Yes you are.."

"Huh?"

Too engrossed with his thoughts, Beomgyu didn't notice a guy occupying the stool beside him.

He spared him a glance, once second, two, three, four--

His side view was too die for, he thought, even his dark permed hair looks good.

His built was almost the same as Yeonjun, they actually looked like a bit, if his eyes were not failing him as of the moment.

Beomgyu shook his head and shrugged the thought away and just acted uninterested.

He heard him chuckle.

Furrowing his brows, he looked at the guy who was now already looking at him.

The light from the bar counter was enough to highlight his perfect features, if only he wasn't still in pain of the one sided breakup with Yeonjun, he would definitely had his jaw drop for the guy.

and for the record, he really looks like Yeonjun.

Beomgyu in no doubt, was very handsome too but his features was still maturing, he received a lot of compliments telling that he was pretty, maybe prettier than other girls in their school but the guy in front of him was really good looking as well, he got the manly charms that he thought that he was kinda lacking.