'He wants me back..'
'Do I want to come back?'
Beomgyu covered his face as tears streamed down from his eyes, he felt stupid knowing that his heart was melting at the pair of arms hugging his waist.
As if he didn't go through the numbing pain that the older boy gave to him.
He felt so weak hearing his soft voice, begging him to stay.
His hugs always felt like home.
His voice as sweet as candies, his favorite one.
.
But would it be enough reason for him to go back to Yeonjun?
No.
He couldn't help but to chuckle, he remembered when he was young, those candies gave him toothaches and made him restless every night.
Funny how it was almost the same right now.
Beomgyu shut his eyes tightly, he needed to get back to his senses, he needed to fight the urge of turning around and hug him back.
Maybe this hurt more than the way it should.
Because he was weak, even when he wanted to be strong and tried his best to be strong,
He has always been so weak... for Yeonjun.
"Hyung.."
"Please stop.."
Beomgyu begged, he was at the end of his tether.
He tried to free himself from the hug, he wanted to reason out with him even though his mind was also clouded with painful thoughts.
He wanted to run back to him.
He wanted to forgive him.
He wanted to stop lying to himself.
He would never be okay.
But just like what other people say, wants would always be different from needs.
He needed to runaway.
He needed to stop giving him a chance.
He needed to lie in order to save himself.
He needed to be okay.
Yeonjun's grip was tight but his energy was already drained, Beomgyu managed to free himself from the older's punishing hug.
"Hyung.."
"We're already over, I won't come back anymore."
Yeonjun shook his head, he wasn't in the right mind to think, all he wanted was Beomgyu to accept him again.
Was he really too late?
Was he pushing himself to him too much?
Yeonjun really don't know.
Why it was so hard to speak when he got a lot of things to say? Just like when Beomgyu broke up with him, even swallowing the lump in his throat brought him pain.
"B-Beomgyu... is it really too hard to forgive me?"
Yeonjun's body was failing him, he felt so cold after staying under the rain for too long, he was trying his best to kept his senses in place.
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I Want You Back. (BEOMJUN/YEONGYU AU)
Teen FictionHe thought he would never leave. He thought he would love him until the end. He thought he got him wrap around his finger. He was his world. He was his everything. But he was wrong. His love was pure but he took it for granted. Now that he's gone. Y...
