This is a self indulgent chapter so idk, I need to survive too. ㅋㅋㅋ
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"I just want to hear your voice so bad..."
Beomgyu bit his lower lip, too hard that he could almost taste his own blood.
"I want to see you too, Beomgyu.."
"Even just for a bit.."
"But I know it's too much for me to ask you to come over."
Beomgyu couldn't even respond, he just listened to Yeonjun's hoarse voice as if the older boy wanted to breakdown and cry over the phone.
His voice sounded like a plea.
"But I really want to see you, Gyu.."
"I can't even get off the bed but if you tell me that you wanted to see me as well, I'll go there, I'll come to you."
"I'm going crazy.."
Beomgyu heard how Yeonjun's voice faltered, how he choked back sobs and how he tried not to crack again.
"I'm sorry, I'm being too needy..."
Beomgyu pursed his lips, why his heart ached for him in so many levels? This is so unfair.
"I'm sorry, I told you that I'm willing to wait, that we're going to heal ourselves first but here I am, begging for your attention.."
"But I guess, hearing your voice is enough, I'll settle for that."
"Yeonjun hyung....I--"
"I'm sorry Gyu, I just tried my luck.."
He didn't miss how Yeonjun tried to chuckle but it sounded bitterly.
"You're on your way home now, right? Take care, okay?"
"I love you so much..."
Beomgyu was looking at his phone as if he was boring a hole in it, minutes had already passed after Yeonjun ended the call.
And he was still there, standing.
How much pain a person could take to really give up on his shitty lovestory?
Because Beomgyu for sure still didn't have enough yet.
♪♪ Then I tell myself this is the last time I'll press the button ♪♪
Beomgyu already lost track on how many times he told himself that he wasn't going back to Yeonjun anymore.
♪ ♪ Your crying voice shakes me up again (because it pains my heart)♪ ♪
But everytime Yeonjun breaks in front of him, everytime the older boy cries and beg for him to stay.
His heart wanted to give in.
And it pained him so much.
He was in pain when he was with him.
And even now that he was free, away from him, it was still painful.
As if he couldn't escape at all.
♪ ♪ Whenever you need me, stop looking for me, however you want (please) ♪ ♪
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