lost and found

1.

Lights, clear white lights. I hope I would be in heaven. Let me be in heaven please let me be in heaven. Slowly my ears  where picking up some distaned sounds, "Beep, beep, beep". It downs on to me. I'm not in heaven, i'm in a shitholle of a hospitalroom. Cursing to the Moon goddess, why o why.
Than my Fears takes over, fear of pain, fear of being the rest of my life in agony. I cowerd to the end of the bed, when footsteps are coming closer to my door of my room. Holding my breath, trembling under my covers. The door swings open and a nurse of my age steps in.
" youre awake, welcome back miss." She stated. " you gave us a big scare." I looked at her pensively, not finding my voice to ask questions, she sees me trying to find my voice. Don't speak miss, let me gave you some water, before trying to speak." Handing me a glass from the bedside table. "you been out for almost 4 weeks, we had to intubate you for 3 of them. You had two cardio arrests, and in a coma" I nodded confurming that i heard her. Her soft voice continues, " Why did you do it?" I could'nt tell her, so i shrug it off. " Not in the mood to tell, are you." She stated. Shaking my head. She contineud to check my parameters with a sigh. " You know of you need any body to talk to, i'm just a ring away." I nodded keeping it in mind, you'll never know.
There was a commotion in the corridors. We both snapped our heads at the howling we heard. You could feel the power of it, still only a Alpha had more power. Stamping of heavy boots in the corridors, made the nurse and i quiver where we stood. With a slam of the door, the door hit the drywall. Fixing my eyes on the man thats filling the door opening with his posture. "GET OUT!" He screamed and growled to the nurse. " yes sir Beta." The poor nurse was gathering her stuff, with shaking hands, and bolted out of the room, leaving me allone with a steaming Beta. " you fucking Bitch, trying to kill yourself for some attention. Where is your mind, are you stupid! are you trying to kill me?" i shaken my head no, not able to look Christian in the eye. I pulled my head up, looking to his face, and what i saw was making me fear him more. He had a disgust full look. He moves in closer, and slaps me across my  face. My head swings to the right, as a burning sensation creeps up my cheek, that going to give me a immensely black bruise. " you bitch i'm gone trow you in the cells, and trow away the keys, If you try anything like that again. I will punish you for my own pleasure." He grinned at his own words, " You are a ugly woman and you don't deserve my divine masculinity. This is only for the good looking bitches." Still having that self observed grin plastered on his face. giving me a unpleasant shiver down my spine.
He takes one more glance at me before turning to the door.
" I Abigail Rivers omega of the silver tree pack, reject you Beta Christian Jones as my..." with his fist he boxed my left eye. "Mate !" I finally said. Contentment flooded my inner wolf, she was finally begane healing from the pain that was inflicted on us.
The Bèta's eyes turned darker, the black consumed his entire eyes. His fists ready to attack me, he lounged himself in my direction. And hammered intensely on my body. Not able to do anything about it, i let him pounding away feeling my body brushed and battered in its way. "Enough" boomed in the room. But the Beta was still slamming my body like a punching bag.
" I said enough Beta Jones or will you disobey me further." Alpha seniors voice shocking the air around us.The beta stopt in his tracks, a hair away from crushing my noise. he turned around and bond his head to the Alpha senior. " Whats going on? The doctors called me down here to see my packs beta beating the living hell out of a pack member that you sworn to protect!" Alpha's deed voice repelled from the walls. "I,i,i ..." not finding his words the beta tried again, he opende his mouth to say something before he can the Alpa interrupted him " I was asking Abby, not you beta!" He growl screamed in the face of the Beta " but first," he turns his head to the nurses station " somebody come in here, heal this young lady up so i can talk to her. Move it!" And left the room with the beta to the corridor.

After the nurse looked me over, stitching what needed be stitch, and covered the once that would heal on themself. The Alpha came back in taking the seat next to the bed. And the beta at my foots end, glaring at me demanding in my mind to lie to my Alpha. The alpha saw me struggling. " Beta out now" the beta doesn't move at the Alpha command. " I said out, leave now beta or i will make you." The power of his voice crushing everyones will immediately. Beta Christian Left the room much to his dislike.
"Whats going on, my child, tell me." Alpha senior sounded real soft, however the demand was still at the same heaviness to compelled. With a sigh i began telling the short story what was going on, from the the rejection to the pain he inflicted with his sleep-ins around, till the beating he witnessed. Alpha senior gave me the time to tell, and lissend to every word i said.  After every tear i shed, after every word was said, he stood up, took my hand and started to speak "Dear Abby, i'm going to make this right for everybody." He kissed my forehead and left the room.

Two days later

I stood in the doorway with my mother, looking at the room that had been mine for the past four and a half weeks. I went to the nurses station, i wanted to thank Sofie the young nurse that been my savior by calling the alpha. I would be forever be in her depth, and she's becoming one of my best friends. Without a word my mother took me home. She was clueless in what i needed as was I.  I went right in straight up the stairs one way to my room. Schutting the door and sinking down it on to the carpet. Crying sobbing, the depression lurking just beneath my skin, crawling out.

I woke up to my mother telling me to come down. i liftend myself up, dragging my feet downstairs. a shocked gasp filled the living room. My father fast on his feet, grasping me before i collaps to the ground. Takes me in his arms and carrying me to the couch. And taking his seat with me on his lap, just as i was six years old and just feld on my knee., needing his comfort.
The Alpha was sitting in front of me, looking at me with a softness in his eyes. " Abby, can you hear me?" He questioned. I gave a small nod, letting him continue.  " I exiled Christian Jones, he became a rough, with a scar of betrayal. He will never come near you again." i nodded, without any strength behind it. "I will also send you away." Shaking like a leaf i grabbed my dad even closer, trying to hide from the expulsion that didn't come, minutes past by. I lift my head out of my father t-shirt. I'm going to take my Punishment like a big girl, i had nothing to lose after all. My full on depression made me care less what happened to me.
"Abby, darling, i'm not going to exiles you. I'm going to help you heal, i'm sending you to Norway, to a brother pack of ours." The alpha explained. "They have the best healer of the world she will help you to find the broken soul and help you and your wolf heal to be open for life again;" I nodded again, thankful for the offer. The alpha talked again " Abby your leaving to night." With that he left me to pack my bags.