lost and found

16.

Abigails POV

In this moment i'm sitting in the office of Alpha Lars, Looking at the people that where talking. Beside the usual people, there where some elders as well, even my Alpha senior. I maybe in the large office with them all. But i couldn't get my self to listen, i was sunck in my own thoughts, en even my thoughts seem to be cursed . I'm numb, every feeling had left me, leaving me with a dull feeling. Thinking over and over what the witch had told me. she kept calling me princess. Finally i notice that everone in the room was staring at me. I felt ill at ease, Alpha senior came slowly and gently towards me. And Alpha senior begane to speak in his soft timbre, he could always bring me at ease.

"Abbi, my special one, can you tell me if the witch has talked to you about here plans." Alpha senior said. I looked up to his chin, not daring to look him in the eyes? you didn't do that as a omega. " No, Sir, she didn't tell me anything of why she was here." i felt ashamed, why didn't i asked her i let my Alpha's down. " i'm so sorry sir, if there will be a next time i will ask." i say. I Hear gasps around the room. As i look to the others, is see surprise and horror in there faces, looking at Aiden i see his face turning red in anger. "I'm really sorry sir." i tell Alpha Aiden bowing my head. I wanted to crawl in the seating from the sofa i was sitting on. " Son stop, you're scaring her." Alpha senior said. I felt a hand on my shoulder, feeling the fear vanish and warmth settling in my chest. I knew Heidi would be there for me, i will be for ever in her bedt. i see Aiden had come in view, placing them on my knees. sparks warmth the rest of me. I look up and see Aiden look at me with eyes that tell me he would never do anything to me, and i believed them. Finally i said to Alpha Senior "i think she seeks some one, she kept calling me little princess, and something about a future queen." i say. The Elders stared to whisper in conspiracy, Alpha Aiden looks up to his father and gives him a short nod. " Elders, can you go with my Beta Sanna to the conference room, and do what you have to do." Alpha Lars booms above every sound. After there bows to all the Alpha's in the room, they left in Sanna's trail, closing the door behind them.

I looked to the once that stayed, my head spinning with the fact that three Alpha's are in one room. Luna Katrina, Heidi, Disa and Alex. They where all zooming in on me, uncomfortable at there stairs at me, i bowed my head down, trying to make me as small as possible, not wanting the attention. just wanted to be left alone. "Alpha Levi, Alpha Aiden, Alpha Lars, if you will excuse me, i have some paperwork to do in the cabin."and as soon i said the words and tried to get up, Alpha Senoir made me halt. " Abby," said gently soft. I looked up and rested my behind back on the sofa cushion, something told my gut feeling that i needed to stay for the ride.
Alpha Levi continued. " did you know you're where adopted by Marc and Francine?" I looked at the Aplha senior, it was like he was talking in a foreign language not letting the words sink in. " Abby?" while Heidi called she reaches out at me. My head starts to take some action, and i slide to the other side of the sofa. Holding my hand up to her she got the hint, i wasn't in the mood for her controlling my emotional stability. I needed to hear the rest i knew it, but it was getting me have a panic attack, still holding my hand up to Heidi. i started hyperventilating, i tried to be in control, but it was slipping trough my hands. From the other side Aiden came closer, he hugged me and put a paper-bag in front of my nose and mouth. His warm embrace made it able to come back from the heavy breathing. For once i wasn't broke by the episode. Aiden kept holding me, and like evertime the sparks where intensified more than the last time he touched me. Staying in Aiden arms while Alpha Levi started over again " Abby, you came to my Pack at the age of nine months, you're uncle Leo brought you to us, you where in great danger" he talked about my real parents, My Father was a dependence from the almighty King and Queen of wolfs. i knew from history lessons in high school. The Queen was killed by her brother how thought that he was the right-full King, he had gather witches, demons, and vampires to fight his cause. But he was killed by the Queen her sons, he was divided into four with at each limb a son revenging there mothers dead, but the castle was lost the King hanged from the gate, warning everybody that they had killed or future. Her sons spread all over the world an they vanished in thin air. Nobody had found them since they left France. I knew that her sons there names where,they where on the tip of my tongue. Softly i said, " Michael, Isaac Alfred and Leonard." looking up at Alpha Levi hoping he was pulling my leg, but he calmly nodded at my statement. " You're fathers name was Michael, he was the oldest son of the Queen, heir to the throne. And you are his daughter." Looking at me Alpha Levi was waiting for me to response, however the only thing i could do was swallowing it al down. trying to get to my inner nerd, that part of me could analyze without the weakness of thinking over the emotions that flooded my brain. I rise on my feet, wanting some distance between Aiden and me, the feelings that i have when we touch, the way he looked at me, it didn't help me one bit to keep my emotions at bay. Walking back and forth in the middle of the room, the rest sitting like statues watching my every move. Like there are waiting until i crumble to the ground, but my analytic brain took over, overrun by the questions trying to get them in order of importance. Alpha Levi saw what i was doing, he saw my efforts to comprehend, to take control. " Lets get our Queen some food if she wished." Alpha Levi stated, not really understanding what he said, i looked around the room, everybody bowing to me, i swallowed loudly Alpha Aiden stood next to me placing his hand on my lower back, thats all it took to get my balance between my head and heart. " Would you like something to eat?" Aiden in his warm timbre was whispering in my ear, sending shivers al trough my body. I nodded, i was hungry. " good, my wolf was getting anxious, he could hear you're stomach growl one time to many." I giggled when i felt his warm breath whiffle against my ear cup. " let me make us some breakfast, than we can come back to inform Abigail on the rest." Alpha Lars and Alpha Levi with de rest got out of the office, leaving Aiden and me alone in the room. He brought me in his embrace, and i felt the affection coming from us both. I felt safe, Aiden placed a kiss on top of my head telling me not to over think things, he reminded me that there are a lot of things i still didn't know of the story in front of me.

I had watched Aiden in the kitchen making breakfast, with Alex at his side, they took us around the world with flavors from around the world. i found him very attractive in that moment, wishing i could have him every morning in the kitchen. He looked straight in my eyes, sniffing a little, my cheeks blushing heavily like the pink of the roses that where in the conservatory next to the gardens here. " my sweet Abigail, don't distract me with you're smell, please darling, i can't keep my wolf away if you would continue smelling that heavenly cherry perfume." not daring to look i spin on my heels and left like a speeding hare. Hearing heavy warm laughter leave the kitchen. i went past the dining room is saw nobody in there yet, probably gone to freshen up. That seemed a good plan, i walked to the front door, when i got intercepted by Disa. " Where are you going my Queen, can i be of service?" Panic started to rise again, " please Disa it's Abby, just the same old me as yesterday, can you stop calling like that?" she smilled up at me, nodding intense, my panic came down. Damn i had to keep it hidden, i'ts no time to panic, things had to dealt with. I felt me straighten up my back bone, my chest up. I felt somethings changing within me, Heidi teached me wel, i had speed in human form and wolf form. I was accurate with the weapons in my hand. I just have to be comfortable with my own ability's. In this moment i cursed my self not letting me go in meditation , that would help me calm me down. I look at Disa and told her about my plan to freshen up, and said to me " Sorry Abby, you can't go to the cabin to do that." Confused i looked at here not knowing what she's talking about. She started to speak again " you can go to the cabin, whats a wast of time, you're items moved to the geust house, you will be in the same house as Alpha Aiden and Alex and of course the fabulous ME" she screamed next to me. " Whene did they decided that?" I was more wondering to my self mostly, had to be far away if i didn't notice that fact. " O dear abby, on what planet did you landed." I had to laugh when i saw the face she was making while saying it.

We entered the guest house was incredible, white and touches of silver as main colors, let the accent colors of burgundy red and here and there some black. I Touched the velvet black roses while looking at the ceiling made of colored windows and oak tree branches hanging over, shielding the glass from the sun rays. It was like something you would see in European churches Like the Sagrada Familia where i saw photo's from, traveling around the world was on my to do list. I hoped working for the council would gave me the chance to do that, but it lookes now like a dream that wouldn't come true. It seems that Selene The Moon Goddess, has other plans with my future, i just had to follow. My soul filled with power, and i couldn't stop it. i felt my wolf growing in me, she is stronger, more frightening than ever. i felt like my human body became to small for the intense grow spurt of my wolf. Falling on the ground with a pain i felt all over my body, in the distance i hear voices soft whispering. two manly arms pulled me against the chest of Aiden and one hand rubbing my back up and down. Feeling the pain dull away it told me that Heidi's hand was rubbing me to ease. " I warned you, meditation is the way to soften the pain you feel. You will get this episodes until the next full moon, and thats another twenty- eight days more." Heidi said. Alpha Levi and Aiden wanted to know how she knew that, she was shaking here head teling them, " first we have to take care of Abigails needs, she doesn't need us to make her more confused. first the Queen her questions, they are more to the order of the day, than you can ask me you're questions, deal?" Both my Aplha's gave a sign of understanding. With the pain gone, i asked Aiden " can we have breakfast? i'm starving here."