Songs used in this chapter: Demons ~ Imagine Dragons
Fuckin perfect ~ P!NK
Try ~ P!NK (All songs were listened in nightcore version :P Nightcore for lyfe.)
Levi's POV
I felt as if this was my fault, him wanting to die, him being beaten. I remembered the songs I heard on the radio today, they almost explain right now. So...I started singing.
"I want to hide the truth
I want to shelter you
But with the beast inside
There's nowhere we can hide
No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed"
~~Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
someone's bound to be burned
But just because it burns
doesn't mean your gonna die
You gotta get up and try and try and try
~~Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions , that's alright
Welcome to my...silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss "No way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated , look i'm still around..
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me....
I stood there after I finished, waiting for a response of any kind. I heard footsteps in the stall and then a sliding sound from the lock. And then..I heard Eren start singing.
You're so mean, when you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
With that...I could feel tears in my eyes. I pushed on the stall door, to find it really was unlocked and open. I saw Eren with his shirt off, standing there, shirt on the floor next to him. He was crying. He didn't look at me, ashamed. I looked down...and saw the bruises and cuts, some bleeding. On his arms were scars and more cuts, some looked very recent and others looked about a week old.
Never in my life, would I have cried for a boy. I let the tears escape as I walked over to him, hugging his chest (Since that's all I can reach when he's standing up tall and straight.) .
"I..I'm so sorry Eren. This is my fault, I'm so sorry...sorry....I..I'm sorry!" I cried into his chest, and I felt his arms wrap around me
"It's not your fault Levi.." We both fell to the floor, me crying and him just trying to explain to me it wasn't my fault. From this day and on, I will protect him, never leave his side, flip off the ones who don't agree with my love for Eren. Yes..I love him, so much, and seeing him like this killed me. No one will hurt my Eren again.
