Worry Bead

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Explain how so much life can be locked away, unanswered,

                                                           pressure building deep inside.


                     Breathing, molten, the impulse turns in on itself,

                                                                         leaves the day hanging.


                   Do you remember what they taught in catechism

               about purgatory and the dead air of waiting there?


                                                       Sinners purified by languishing.

  Won't you finally get on with it and quit your anguishing?


                           You aren't there. You're here. In this moment.

                                                                         The only one you have.


                      So what's keeping you, forever caught, hooked,

                                                                                  as life streams by?


                Tell me. Is it pain weighs you down, or grief's caul,

                                     or perhaps yesterday's rage immovable?


                        You are truly lost, I say, worrying belief, a bead

                                         shiny and worn, insisting on penance.


            Your only fault, as far as I can see, was aching to live

                                                                 and dance your way free...

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