One Night Stand with Ms. Manoban

Chapter 30

Jennie’s POV

“Where are you going?” I ask Lisa. We’re now at our kitchen eating our breakfast. Lisa woke me up so early this morning saying that we should make our kids stroll outside our house while the sun is still rising. She said that we need to expose our kids to sunlight because it has vitamin d. So I just follow her. We roam around our playground for about an hour and then after that, I decided to cook for our breakfast.

“I’m going to the mall. I need to buy some things for our kids and for our groceries also.” She said while feeding Lily who is now sitting at her lap.

“I’ll go with you.” I told her. I feel like I’m already attached to Lisa now. I know I’m acting so clingy and needy. I just feel like I need to see her every minute or else I think I will lose my mind. What is happening to me? This is not so me.

“No, it’s hard when we go there altogether. We have four kids Jen and they still can’t walk okay? I ask Rosie for Jisoo’s number. I texted her and ask for a favor. She’ll accompany you today.”

“Really? Jisoo is coming?” I ask in disbelief. It’s been weeks since I last saw Jisoo. She’s been very busy in her studies. I miss her so much.

“Yes. She’s already in her way. And I kinda told her that you’re going to cook fried chicken for her. That’s why she didn’t hesitate coming her.” Lisa said while laughing. Yes. That’s Jisoo, the chicken lover. Sometimes I think she loves chicken more than me.

Lisa is ready to go out now. She already took her shower and she’s probably just waiting for Jisoo to arrive before she leaves us.

“Do you want to go to shower first before Jisoo will arrive?” Lisa suddenly asks me. She’s eyeing me differently now. What’s wrong with her? Do I look so bad right now? I know I didn’t look at the mirror after I get up a while ago.

“Why? Jisoo already know my just-woke-up look okay?? Do I need to dress up for her?” I ask her. I slightly raise my voice. I mean Jisoo is my besfriend. She knows me very well so I don’t need to look presentable in front of her. Does Lisa think I look so awful right now?

“Wait. Okay chill Jen. If you don’t want to, then don’t. I’m not forcing you okay?” Lisa said trying to calm me down. I don’t even know why I suddenly get irritated.

Then we heard a car horn outside. That’s probably Jisoo.

“Okay. I think I’m gonna go now Jen. Take care okay? I’ll be quick.” Lisa said then she give Lily to me and kiss me on my cheeks. She also kisses the four kids goodbye.

Lisa opened the front door for Jisoo and I heard them talk about helping me taking care of the kids and that she will just be quick at the mall. Then she walks out from the house and I heard her car starts.

“Jendeuk. I miss you.” Jisoo unnie shouts when she saw me at the kitchen. I immediate hug her while still carrying Lily. The three boys are at their baby chairs.

“I miss you too unnie.” I told her.

“I’ve been so busy these past few days. I’m sorry.” Jisoo pull away from the hug and when she looks at me, she widened her eyes.

“Is that hickey I’m seeing in your neck Jennie Kim?” Jisoo shouts while examining my neck. What the fuck. Is this why Lisa wants me to take a shower? Lalisa Manoban, you’ll be sleeping at the couch tonight.

“Chill unnie. Let’s take a seat. I’ll tell you everything.” I said while rubbing her arms. She seems so mad at me.

“So what? You two are in relationship now and you didn’t even tell me? I know I’ve been busy these past few weeks but you can text me Jennie. I’m your bestfriend.” She said while taking her seat.

“Ahmmm unnie…about that.. we..we’re not in a relationship.” I stammer.

“What???????” She shouts again that cause Luca to cry. He easily gets scared like me.

Jisoo unnie pick Luca from his chair and carry him. She’s trying to make him stop from crying.

“So you’re telling me that you two are fucking each other but you’re not in a relationship?” She continued. I nod at her.

“Did she tell you she likes you?” She asks me.

I shake my head. It’s true though, I didn’t hear Lisa said she likes me.

“So you two are fuck buddies now.” She stated.

“Not because she’s the baby daddy of your kids and you two are both staying at the same roof, doesn’t mean it’s okay that you’ll be having sex with her Jen. You know you’ve done it before, that’s why you have kids now and now you’re doing it again. What were you thinking?” Jisoo bluntly said. She’s right though. I didn’t know what I’m thinking. I just follow what my heart says.

“I… I love her unnie.” I said to her. I finally admit it. I just realize it now. I really like Lisa. I love her. I feel so safe when I’m with her. When I’m near her, my heart is beating erratically. When she’s embracing me when we’re sleeping, it felt home. When I see how much she loves our kids, the more I fall in love with her.

“I know okay. I know you like her Jen. That’s why you even had sex with her the first time you met her right? But how about Lisa, Jen? Does she feel the same way? I don’t want to see you heartbroken Jennie.”

I know Lisa is not mine in the first place and we’re playing like we’re a family now but that doesn’t mean that she likes me though. But the way she looks at me, the way she holds me, the way she makes me feel…it’s…it’s something you do when you like someone. Or maybe I’m just daydreaming? Ahhhh I don’t know anymore.

Does Lisa really like me? Is there a chance that she will like someone like me? I mean I know I’m out of her league. Is this a one-sided love? Is the reason why she’s fucking me is just because of lust?

Damn. I need to confront Lisa.