I found myself having the same feeling as I did when I saw my older sister as a young Padawan. I felt betrayed, I felt hurt. But I also blamed myself for leaving.
Asajj Ventress, my older sister, may have still been on my side, if I hadn't have left with Jedi Master Mace Windu to train at the Jedi Temple. Maybe we would still be inseparable sisters if I hadn't have left.
But now, I don't see my sister anymore. I don't see the Asajj Ventress I once knew as a child. I saw a monster that replaced her. A monster who isn't my sister.
My master always told me that Jedi aren't suppose to form attachments even if they were from the past. I want to forget about Ventress because I feel like I lost her, but there's still that child part of me that's telling me my sister needs me.
But I can't help someone that's too blind by rage. Rage from a broken heart.
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Fanfiction"AND NO THANK YOU, IS HOW IT SHOULD OF GONE, I SHOULD STAY STRONG, BUT I'M WEAK," - She is a Nightsister. Like her sister, Asajj Ventress. Her powers are extremely evil. Like all of her Nightsisters. But instead, she uses it to bring peace to the g...