Chapter 12

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"I can see Survey in him, every angle it's all Survey, iha, so, please tell me the truth," kalmadong sambit ni tita Mikka habang nakaupo kami ngayon sa mini sofa dito sa loob ng office.

"I'm so sorry tita, I didn't mean it, hindi ko po alam ang gagawin kaya nagtago ako. I don't want to ruin Survey's life, I don't want to let your family down because of my mistake, tita. Kasalanan ko po ito wala pong alam si Survey tita," lumuhod ako sa harap ni tita mikka as I break down.

Bumalik na naman yung sakit. "Tell me everything, iha please," Tita Mikka begged, pull me to sit on the couch beside her, held my hand like she was longing for this explanation for all her life.  Sa uri ng paghaplos niya sa aking kamay ay parang ina na handang makinig sa hinanakit ng kanyang anak. 

It was the comport that I've been looking for, so I told her eveything, lahat-lahat simula sa pinaka umpisa. It was hard but I need to let it go. 

"I'm sorry," she said and hug me really tight, nanghihina ako ngayon, pakiramdam ko sobrang nadrain ako, at nilabas ko na naman lahat ng sakit ng nakaraan.

"I'm sorry iha, sorry, dahil kinailangan mong' pagdaanan lahat ng ito para lang sa ikabubuti ni Survey," her voice was cracking, and a taste of pain it heard by her broken voice. I cry my heart out again, it's been 2 years, since I cried really hard like this, at dahil ulit Survey kaya ako umiiyak ngayon, it's the same reason, 2 years ago.

"Arr you going to tell this to him, iha," malumanay at puno ng pagiingat nitong tanong. "Tita, I don't want Survey to know even a single thing about Milo," nanghihina at kapos hininga kong sambit, naninikip ang dibdib ko sa sobranag bigat ng takot na aking nadarama, iniisip ko pa lang na may tyansang magkakilala sila Milo at Survey, nanghihina na ako ng sobra. 

"But, he's the father of your child, he deserves to know everything about him, about the two of you," Tita Mikka said. I know that but I can't. 

"This might ruin him and Aubrey, tita, please just let us be, ayaw ko ng gulo." I begged. Yes, I know I'm being selfish at this moment, pero bakit? Bawal bang kahit ngayon lang para sa sarili ko naman ang isipin ko. buong buhay ko, para kay Survey lahat ng aking ginawa ngayon ko lang pipiliin ang sarili ko. 

"Iha, alam ko lahat ng paghihirap na pinagdaanan mo pero walang sekretong hindi nabubuko, and please, just this once fight for your heart," She looked at me in the eyes but I'm to weak to be cheered up with those simple words. I've been trying to fight for my heart my whole life, and still, I'm always a loser for his love. I can never win Survey's heart.

"Are you telling me tita, to destroy Survey's perfect life, that's insane, hindi ko magagawa iyon sa anak niyo." I whisper in pain.  "It was not perfect iha, and his life was completely incomplete because he's too blind for everything, he may not see you up until now, but I know you see him you are the only one who can fight for it, iha," hindi ko maintindihan. 

"I need time, tita," I avoided her gaze and choose to be tough for my son. 

"Iha, time is what we want more, but what we use worst." was it too late again Cherry Milk? 

No, it's too late from the very start. 


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Unknown POV

*ring*

"Hello, the attorney called it's about the papers."

" I'll be back in London next week don't worry."


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