OVERLY CRUEL(Purely Unedited!!!)

Chapter 32

Kakatpos ko lang itext sila Cj  at Blace na hindi kami makakasabay sa pag kain sa labas ng breakfast, gusto kasi ni Milo manuod ng TV kaya hinayaan ko nalang siya masakit din kasi ng konti ang mga mata ko at ulo ko dahil sa kakaiyak kagabi.

Nalala ko nanaman ang nangyari kagabi, hindi parin ako makapaniwala na umabot ng dalawang taon na pinapaniwala ko ang sarili ko na wala siyang ideya na may anak kami at yong nangyari ng gabing 'yon.

The pains from the past knock on my heart again letting me suffer for more. I feel pity for my son because his whole life tinago ko siya sa isang tao na alam naman palang nageexist siya, at wala siyang ginawa para dito. Nagsimula na naman akong maiyak sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko.

Milo noticed me crying kaya lumapit siya sakin at niyakap ako at tinuro yong TV kung saan pinapalabas ang COCO movie. "Mommy, daddy look," his pointing the father character in the movie,I cry harder.

I hugged him, sobrang gulo ng buhay ni mommy baby at hindi ko pa kayang makita ang daddy mo, sorry baby hindi pa kaya ni Mommy. Pakiramdam ko pinaglalaruan ng tadhana ang buhay ko.

After Milo watch the movie, naglaro muna siya sa kama ng ilang toys na dala niya dito sa resort habang inaayos ko ang mga gamit naming bukas ng umaga na kasi kami uuwi at tapos na ang vacation namin kailangan nadin kami sa Clothing line. Habang inaayos ko ang gamit ko may nakita akong bracelet ng lalake sa ilalim ng upuan malapit sa pinto, kinuha ko ito at tinignan.
May nakasulat na letters sa bracelet "MM," pakiramdam ko alam ko na kung kainino ito. Siya lang naman ang umupo dito kagabi at walang bracelet si Cj na ganito.

I just put it in the table and continue to fix our things. Mamaya 'rin naman ay bababa na kami ni Milo para maglunch kasama sila blace at CJ.

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Survey's Point of View

I woke up with a headache and hangover, I know I drink too much last night and I wasn't thinking. I let myself go to cherry and tell her that I know our son well thank god I didn't say the whole story, I was able to control myself, I just cry in front of her letting her see my weakness and that's her.

I loved her for too long and I know that she love me too but I don't get a chance to tell her the truth. Nasabi ko lang sakanya na siya ang first love ko nong kasal ko kay Aubrey and I fucking know na saktan ko siya ng sobra noon.  Well I can't blame myself that I tell her that, yon nalang ang nakita kong paraan para hindi mawalan ng space sa puso niya.

Dahil alam ko pagtapos ng kasal nayon magmomove on na siya sa akin.

Everything in my life is a lie, at hindi alam ni Milk yon hindi ko hinayaan na malaman niya ang sitwasyon ko noon, I was forced to marry Aubrey just to save Dark's life and my Dad's company, Dark and Aubrey love each other back then pero pilit nilalayo sila sa isa't-isa ng daddy ni Aubrey he don't want Dark for Aubrey, ako ang gusto niya para kay Aubrey that time and do everything para sakin siya ikasal.

He even blackmailed my dad's business, I was so young and immature, to just follow what my dad wants and Aubrey's dad. Even Aubrey, she can't do anything about it because his dad is so powerful.

Also, dark's life is in danger that time, pinagtangkaan ng papa ni Aubrey ang buhay ni Dark. So, I agree with the wedding and let go of Milk.

After our graduation, I got myself wasted and drunk, kasi yon ang oras na nalaman ko na kapalit ng pagpayag ko sa kasal ay ang buhay ni Dark at ang paglago ng Business ng Dad ko. I was left with no choice. I'm so in love with Milk that I don't want her to let go of me so I make love with her even though it's against her will, I was so desperate that night.

I let her believe that I don't remember anything about it and continue to act like I love Aubrey and do not mind Milk's feelings for me.

I was in London nong malaman kong buntis siya, gusto ko agad lumipad papunta sakanya sa sobrang saya pero hindi pwedi, Aubrey and I continue the act while Dark is doing his best to earn his own money to prove Aubrey's dad that his worth it for her. He became the wealthiest director in London within two years but that didn't impress and change Mr. Torres's mind.

He still control our life, Dark and Aubrey continue their love by hiding it, I just take cover of them they are important to me and I protected them for two years, sobrang sakit lang na ang ibang tao ay kaya kong protektahan samantalang ang babaeng mahal ko at ang magiging anak ko ay hindi ko kayang ipaglaban.

I was there when Milk's giving birth to our son, I act one of the nurses who are guiding her, I was crying the whole time, watching her suffer on her own. Hindi ko alam kung gano ako kahina para hindi ipaglaban ang pag ibig ko noon, I was scared na idamay siya ng daddy ni Aubrey.  So I act like I don't love her.

I was watching them from afar for two years. I drink water from the side table to lessen the dryness in my throat when my phone rings.

Aubrey's calling...

I answer it "Why did you call," and I look at my watch It's still midnight in London, "Why are you still awake?" I ask.

I hear her crying in the other line, "Jace bumalik kana dito nalaman ni dad ang lahat," I punch the wall after hearing what she said. The plan is ruined now.

"Don't cry," I run to my things and grab my passport,  "I'll be there tomorrow in the morning, I'll just ride my private plane don't be scared," I know that she's scared right now because something might happen to Dark, I'm scared too but I have to hurry.

"Bilisan mo," she said after I turn off the phone agad akong lumabas sa room ko but to my surprice sakto din na paglabas ni milk sa kwarto niya buhat buhat ang anak namin. I stop for a seconds and stare at them MY FAMILY. tears escape from my eyes while staring at them, it hurts me too much that I have to let them go again.

"Mommy boo-boo," our son pointed at my face pertaining to my tears but the time is running nakasalalay ang buhay ni Dark as akin I have to move.

I started to run away from them just like I always did two years ago.