Bella Morris 💓(Saved By the Bell Season 3-5)💓

Secret Revealed

The romantic evening stopped as me and Zack came home. We both were happy to be with our partners again. I'm absolute tired from all the fighting and just wanted to be in William's arms again. I took a shower and changed to my pjs. The big part; I planned to explain the gang about my past. Tomorrow around the afternoon, they'll come and I'll explain everything with strength. Just like how I'll finish the song. I pulled out my songbook and flipped the page. I sighed as words directly from my heart overflowed my head and I grabbed my pen to write them down.

I had never heard a silence quite so loud
I walk in the room and you don't make a sound
You're good at making me feel small
If it doesn't hurt me, why do I still cry?
If it didn't kill me, then I'm half-alive
How did we get so far gone?

I should know by now
You should know by now
We should know by now

Something's gotta give
Something's gotta break
But I'll do is give
And all you do is take
Something's gotta change
But I know that it won't
No reason to stay
Is a good reason to go
Is a good reason to go

I should know by now
You should know by now
I think I'm breaking right now
I should know by now
You should know by now
I think I'm breaking right now

My brain clicked. I went under my bed and pulled out my piano. I've used it when me and Paola's group worked on 'Light it Up'. I set it on my bed in front of me. Thoughts about the hook and melody rushed in my brain. I pressed the keys and began a piano solo and hummed the lyrics. Damn it! Wrong start! I tried again and pressed the keys. I let my voice go free. "Loving you, I thought I couldn't get no higher. Your November rain could set the night on fire, night on fire." I sung. I smiled widely and continued my magic on my first single. The first twenty minutes were over. I used my laptop to finish the hook, melody and the bridge. With my laptop and piano, I turned on the music. I took a deep breath and calmly sung about my life before adoption. It took time and patience but all I needed was focus.

Loving you I thought I couldn't get no higher
Your November rain could set the night on fire
Night on fire
But we could only burn so long
Counterfeit emotions only run skin deep
Know you're lying when you're lying next to me, next to me
How did we get so far gone?

I should know by now
You should know by now
We should know by now

Something's gotta give
Something's gotta break
But all I do is give and all you do is take
Something's gotta change
But I know that it won't
No reason to stay is a good reason to go
Is a good reason to go, ooh

I have never heard a silence quite so loud
I walk in the room and you don't make a sound
Make a sound
You're good at making me feel small
If it doesn't hurt me, why do I still cry?
If it didn't kill me, then I'm half-alive, half-alive
How did we get so far gone?

I should know by now
You should know by now
We should know by now

Something's gotta give
Something's gotta break
But all I do is give and all you do is take
Something's gotta change
But I know that it won't
No reason to stay is a good reason to go
Is a good reason to go, ooh

I should know by now
You should know by now
I think I'm breaking right now
I should know by now
You should know by now
I think I'm breaking right now